Iโm not feeling good. Just not. Anxiety is at peak. It is imp I keep myself together cz I donโt wanna be vulnerable but the more I decide it the more Iโm losing the grip on me. Itโs like I donโt have to think about monkey n monkey is all that comes to my mind๐
I mean i really donโt wanna share n be emotional and my anxiety is killing me.
Heyโฆ
U should come here and talk about itโฆ
Maybe youโll get dome ways to deal with it.
Yes Iโm doing that, I just donโt wanna talk abt it to them but they know almost everything yet I wanna keep things myself. I hope I donโt spoil this. Iโll be really angry on myself and ashamed if I say things I donโt wanna say
Its okayโฆ
Hope things will be okay soon
Thanks