I'm new here 😇 

And about me : 
- I'm a really arrogant one 
- I have some many friends but I loose them because of my ego and anger 
- I know what I'm doing is wrong but I still do it. 
- I give people advices and lead them to the best, but I myself can't do that 
- I always make bad decisions
- love is something that doesn't workout to me at all 
- I always make new friends or partners but end up hurting them or getting hurt. 

This is me 🤷‍♀️ .. I don't know what my life wants to teach me, but I still cherish it. And I'm happy with what I am. I'm bad or whatever it is still me and my mistake complete me, my sorrows add value to my life, my happiness gives me a reason to cherish my life. 

So enjoy your life. 

Hey!
Happy to have you here, with us. 😀

That's a good start, which also means you are well aware of your attitude and behavior, and how you wish to lead life depends on you. 💛

Life

Life is ABOUT things you can still do and NOT about things you have not done...😊
Say goodbye to your inner critic, 
Be kinder to yourself and others...
Being kind is the most inexpensive thing on this earth...❤️

Coming Out

I have had no social life for 3 years now, finally got into a college after working my ass off and now it wont ever start due to omicron. Im 19 im barely a teen now and i have done no teenagery things. Feels like I lost a lot of experiences cus of where i live. Shit

Exhausted

What do you all do in your free time?

3am Thoughts

Hey. I'm feeling like to self harm. I mean I am fed up of my own BS now. I do a lil progress and idk from where everything hits again n I go back in negative. I dont have time for all this. I really don't. I have the potential I have the capability I believe in myself I'm strong n confident but I fell for that one boy soo hard that it has made me loose my senses. I'm finding it hard to move on from my ex even when he was emotionally abusive n manipulative. I hate what he did to me I'm struggling to heal from it yet miss him and he's like my toxic comfort. I cry myself to sleep every other day. I watch myself sit there and wallow in pity and watch myself breakdown, helpless which makes me hate myself moree. I'm guilty to accept that I am not over him yet cz he did me wrong n still I miss him, I feel disgusted. Why m I such a simp and a loser. When will I love myself enough to just keep moving forward. Please help me. My mind n heart is at war and I can physically feel it😢😢😢😢This isn't getting any better. When this shall pass? 

Suicidal Ideation

Me and my boyfriend are in relationship from past 1 year we are in long distance, now in the starting he was making so much efforts and giving his energy, and also I was giving the same efforts, but now he has changed fr past 6 month, I'm sensitive at first when I get hurt he took care of me and now he just says like this is your own issue deal with it I can't do anything, whenever I say to give him energy or effort he make up some issue, he is having hard time but  giving his time since 6 month, I supported him in everything I stayed for him, but he left me everytime when I was crying, hurted. He says everything will be okay trust the process, how can I be anymore patience, I'm trying to learn him being good for this relationship I'm making compromise but never compromises, and whenever he wants something he get the way, and I can't see people hurt due to me, after every fight I'm the one who apologies, make it up, I want to have serious chat with me now what can I say that will give him some sense

Long Distance Relationship

I just wait ... maybe in the third picture 📸 she might look better.
So I don't have to swipe her left 

Girlfriend

I got back from class almost 13 minutes ago and it is raining extremely bad out there. I am extremely concerned about Meredith. I am concerned about her safety. I am worried about her driving home and the nasty weather. I am afraid that something bad might happen to her.￼ I hope that she will make it home safely and this nasty weather. ￼

Anxiety

i feel like a loser when i do so much for someone and they don't even try to move an inch for me. im sick and tired of being run over and taken for granted. ive always given, given so much, and you're so blind to not even see that, let alone reciprocate. im not saying i do it all to get something in return, but it's really heartbreaking when it's one sided 

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