I’m just tired of this feeling. I don’t like feeling scared for no reason. I don’t like being all shaken up all the time. I’m just so tired.

Anxiety

Hello, how to connect someone?

Dreams

I feel so sad this morning,I’ve not been a good girlfriend and I make the relationship kind of difficult. I don’t know how to make time for him and it’s costing me a lot, I’m dying on the inside 😭😭

Relationships

A very quick suggestion please.
How do you react when a professor tells you that he sees a bright future together? 
P.S. a third year student.

Confusion

My heart feels heavy, and thoughts, overwhelming. I feel so stupid that this is like third or fourth time I'm going through the exact same situation (over the same person!). So basically, I have an online friend whom I talk to, almost everyday. We have met once, and it was nice (a little awkward, but nice). Whenever I have a long day, just the text of this person makes the day so much lighter. We're very similar and dorky in our own ways. Although I don't think I am in love, I feel I am a little (a lot, infact😬) emotionally attached to this person. I am not ready to go out on dates and stuff, but sometimes I feel like I just want to confess this person about how I feel. And the problem is, I really don't think the person I am referring to is ready to date either (I know for a fact that this person is still hung up on the past). 
I feel like the whole world is falling apart when this person doesn't text me properly, just for half a day. And I'm a kind of a person who hates being hung up on something. When something doesn't seem to work out, the first thing I do is walk away from that. But I'm not able to walk away from this person; mainly because we're really good friends, and we like talking to each other (well, I like it. I think this person feels the same way.. atleast, I hope. Damnittt, I overthink stuff and make it worse! I overthink to the point where I don't even know what's real anymore). Okay, the thing is: this person is not texting me back like before (might be just busy with the workload). I'm pretty sure I'm overthinking and making it 1000000x more worse. But I don't wanna Gaslight myself (lezzz just say, the almighty shall save me from the shenanigans I create for myself!). Anyway, I just wanted to vent it out, thinking it might help me go to sleep.
If you're reading this, I hope you have a great day! :)

Overthinking

The only person who can give you happiness is you

Happy

I see 11:11 a lot ! Does this mean anything? 

Affirmations

I wish I was born asexual 

3am Thoughts

I am puzzled, sad, lonely and stuck kind of situation. Recently one incidence happened to me. Me and my family met a boy for my marriage purpose. everything was good. I being a spiritual person and devotee of Gauri- Shankar, sometimes try to catch the clues nature gives us through dreams etc.It happens to me that sometimes I can get a clue of my emotions from my dreams.  One day I realised that this person is my soulmate. Everything was fine. But suddenly due to his nature of being straight forward and  my FEAR it concluded as a clash between both of us. Now I find him too fierce to be his life partner. But my faith (which I derive from Gauri-Shankar Pooja) still overpowering me. In this process, I have stopped praying. i am really thinking do we need to take hints from our dreams? because sometimes faith can take the form of blind faith. for example in Burari case. I want to move forward but its difficult. I am not at peace. What can be the correct path? Should I wait( even knowing the fact that he is not soft herated; too practical to understand the emotions) or start looking for other options? I believe everthing in life is certain. Its not in our control and he will be back. I dont know why I am stick to my faith, while I am not praying and angry with God.

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