Im in my room at 3am rn sobbing while thinking of ways of how to kill myself or atleast pass out 

Everything is soo overwhelming for me. My grades are getting worse with this fucking online learning, my bf is a fucking idiot my family is shit everything is just full of crappppp

And whats the reason behind this thought bro 

How old r u ?
Everyone is facing a tough time I agree online classes are shittyy but try to focus on studies 

Anxiety

Stress full life working too much but getting some amount 

Work

I met this guy a few months ago and we became really close. Couldn't spend a day without calling each other. 1 week ago he re connected with an old friend(girl) who he'd lost contact with for a while. I trusted him... I thought that he was just trying to make me jealous with her but he literally called me to tell me that he won't need me anymore. Is he just toxic or is there something wrong with me? 

Jealous

Haha today i came to know that he even texts me in half sleep so cute 😭♥️♥️♥️ 


Boyfriend

Fucked up life


3am Thoughts

Day 41 
( Thanks for reading) 
Have an exam tomorrow I know it's been soo long since I have given a full fledged exam offline . Will try too score good . U know what there are girls in my class and they are noo less than a nursary kid . Like how we as kids used to complain and get about things very fast , panic , giggle , crack insensible jokes and bitch about each other  that's how these people doo . I sometimes I am more mature than them or they are still kids . Like I am in my 2 nd year of graduation and these people can't get out of school . I have muted my unofficial grp and u know I have been in peace since than . Like they have the audacity too say that the teacher is wrong even though she has asked us too refer to the internet and make changes accordingly . I swear mam I am just feed up them . At first I used to respond to the grp try to help others  but I am just like fuck you . I wanted to be friends with them and they are in a grp . And the main thing is they all don't want to mix with others but are liable to know why did they bunk the class . Like I don't ask u don't talk to you can u please mind ur own business why are hell are u promoting problems in my lyf . Fuck I hate college .

Mental Wellbeing

How to fill this Hole in the Heart?

A hole that people created.
A hole that life created.

There's nothing in this hole. 
EMPTINESS

Pain and suffering is good to a certain level as it makes you an 'Empath'.

But when suffering crosses its limits, then the opposite happens. 
You become Bitter!


How do fill this hole? Haan?


Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts