Im hating myself everyday… I find it hard to communicate with even my family and friends and feel like my class hates me… Im getting average grades and I feel tired everyday and I cant seem to tell anybody… I have a medical condition and it hurts but I cant bring myself to tell anybody anymore… I cry myself to sleep everyday and feels like the world hates me, my school life especially is hard especially since its online and i keep quiet each day, my best frnd keeps askin me whats wrong but I cant tell her, I’m evn startin to have suicidal thoughts.
I know it really hurts I’ve started cutting myself I cry everyday and night and I lie to my best friend she asks me what’s wrong I say nothing and she asks me if I’m ok I say yeah I’m fine and I’m getting suicidal thoughts as well
I also in the situation like you but the difference is that I didn’t reach for help cause I’m afraid that everyone will tell me I’m sick in the mind and they will start treating me like I was someone that need pity , and I also afraid that they will start treating me like they wasn’t the first reason I’m becoming like this … my family also the main reason that I started feeling this way and I stop talking or interacting with them or else I will feels like my heart is about to explode and my body will started shaking and I felt like my head is splitting into two
