Yu @yuyuyu
I’m going to someone’s funeral tomorrow and that someone is my grandma’s older sister who I don’t even know name of or anything about her. I feel like crying for some reason but I don’t wanna bc just as I don’t cry at a strangers death shown on news I don’t want to cry for her too. is it weird? I don’t want to be sad for her. she lived a long life maybe not a good one but she was religious and I believe she’ll go to Jannah so it’s like I’m getting sad for someone that will be waiting to go to a much better place. I didn’t cry when I heard the news or when I’m wrote this but I cried when my grandma cried and I’ll probably cry at the funeral too. for no reason. I don’t wanna be sad or happy or feel anything about this. I don’t understand why I feel like crying when it’s the same as seeing the news of someone dying or someone crying to me about their loss I’m already sad enough it’s tiring to be sad for someone else
I don’t know if you can understand this but understand to feel whatever that Is u r feeling. U don’t need a reason always to cry. And it’s okay to cry. Don’t try to run away from ur feelings but accept them as they are.
PrinceJ @adonisprince79
And yeah you can always vent out here or to me as well. But understand you are not alone. You don’t have to be alone. Just understand that you are human and it happens and feel your feelings
