I’m going some religious-place all alone and I’ve told my parents that I’m going with friends ,feeling guilty but can’t help they would’ve not allowed me but it was quite important for my peace of mind :(
 can’t stop overthinking my train is at 4.30am just pray that it goes well 🥺 I have no hidden agenda doing this just for sake of my peace ✌🏻 

Hey, happy trip.
I love the courage you've.
"Kuch daag achhe hai"

3am Thoughts

Stop being sad 
over the shit 
you can't control!!!!

:)

Self Esteem

I told a girl that I have feelings for her and I also told that out of all girls in our class, you looks beauty and other girls are having cosmetic beauty and you're having natural beauty. The moment I told this to her, she left using the cosmetics and came to the college (next day) with her actual natural beauty (free of cosmetics)
Does she likes me?

Love

I'm such a 'I want all your attention but don't want to bother you' kinda person.... really 🙃

Dreams

Now i realise i don’t have any friend in the town where i live amd go for university 
 
My first year was great, having a good of friends but this second year of university the membes are separeted in two groups and they met for party. I’m not in any of them, I don’t have a conflrt zone where i just can be me and people( friemds) can’t understand me. 
 Ijust don’t want to go to the university, don’t want to get up out of my ned , if do that i onow all the inverse my mother made made fot me , will go to hell all the inversion i made for be im the university too, but I don’t care cuz the inly thing i want to do is die

I’m happy of my old friends to have fum, without thinking of me really

I delete Instagram cuz I don’t want to see how everyone is happy or they show to ve happy, me i’m dead outside and inside truly dead i just can’t hold all this shit every time i hold a lot of shis since i was 9, then higshoole and to the present

I had a hard summer, i realize that maybe u have a depresion since i was in higschool so i need to go a pschologic



Depression

How do we make sure whether a person deserves a second chance or not?

Needful

Other

I finally saw the lyrics of "Sway" by Micheal Bublé and realised that the line goes, "when we sway i go WEAK" and not, "when we sway i go WEeEeEeEeEE✨✨" 

Music

The weirdest thing for me is when my so call best friend tells me the next day she felt someway about how i supposedly offended her.Waking up her text just through me off its like she should've said something yesterday

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