I'm first year college student and I met some friends online before we start our offline classes. They were very friendly to me and we decided to stay together. Now, we are staying together in the same appartment and it turned out that they in relationship (we all girls, I forgot to mention this before), one of them is lesbian and one is bi sexual. Yeah, I support LGBT and I strongly support their relationship but I'm not feeling comfortable to stay with them. Almost all the time I feel lonely and left alone by them. I don't feel comfortable to go up to them and talk by seeing them together. It feels like I'm in interrupting them. Even thought to change but i have no one to stay with so I'm trying to adjust. U can give me ur suggestions.

Thank you so much.

LOOK I TELL YOU BRILLIANT IDEA,
just get a person as male as frnd with you,
start spending time
bring him infront of them 2-3 times
automatically they will leav you or if there your good frnd will accept you better by knowing that you are straight.


Do one thing ask them to have some house rules that the group will spend this time of the day together no matter what! Apart form it you make other new friends and spend time with them! This will make you spend time with your roomies and also get new friends 😃

Lonely

Why my friends leave me alone for no reasons? I'm so lonely 

Friends

fuck man, my family fr hates me and i have 0 friends. i live in a shitty town with nobody but assholes and there is litteraly no purpose for me, i already bought the rope so im out.

Depression

Is this all a fake world?

3am Thoughts

my friends keep hanging out as big groups without me and the one time i confront them they say i’m being dramatic and reading into it.

I feel like in a position where even my good friends at college aren't interested in speaking to me anymore !! I'm perplexed and I really don't know how to overcome it. When I look around I feel I don't have anyone to share my feelings with, literally no one. That's how bad it is !! They don't speak to me the way they used to and even if they did it was because of someone's influence. I dunno how to handle its been really hurting inside and I'm not able to focus on my studies. Can someone help out,  thanks in advance 😊

I have some so called friends I was willing to do anything for. I held them close when they were going through difficult time. Went out of the ways to help them. But when I had some bad days and I kept dropping them hints that I'm depressed I need help, they ignored my messages. Luckily I figured out some coping mechanisms and learnt to enjoy my own company.
Now that I have recovered, they all want to be close to me. I don't hate them but I don't feel like I absolutely have to invest in them anymore. Friendship means a lot to me. I always thought my friends would be people I can rely on. As I have been for them. Now I don't want to be the only one putting effort. Some of them try to defend themselves saying that I'm not good at expressing my feelings and I'm bad at communication. I don't know to believe that or not. But I don't find them worth the time and energy like before.
Any stories anyone wants to share?
I feel like I should move on and find more reliable friends. Life hits you everyday with something new. I want my squad with me and seems like these guys are not the one. 

Later year, I was into two actors who were good friends. I knew them from my friends who explained to me about what actor A had suffered from and how actor B was helping him. It was my source of happiness after coming home from my stress job. I feel happy to see how actor B was taking care actor A and how their friendship was like brotherhood. They were very close that I'm glad to see it. I was so into their friendship that I thought they will stay friends forever.

Well, liking actors is not a good thing anyway. It made me obsessed with them. I was always waiting for them. I wanted to see them more together. I thrived for their interactions. And I fought with people who claimed actor B is not a good man because I liked him. 

It was until they had wrapped up the filming that actor B suddenly becomes cold. At first, I was thinking if this happened because of covid. There are less interactions and lots of effort from actor A to tell the fans they are good. But later on, I realized actor B actually did the same things actor A had suffered to actor A again. 

It was very devastating. I ended up pushing everything away. I didn't want to see actors. Deep into my head, I knew this happened because I was disappointed with myself to believe things that people showed on the surface. It made me stopped watching series for years until my friend suggested me to watch a new series.

Now, I have another source of happiness. I am happy with the series I'm watching and I'm avoiding knowing the actors. I am scared if thing is going to be the same as before. I know this series has different actors but sometimes it makes me feel anxious to watch the series. I am afraid that I will end up with the same remorse I felt about the previous actors.

It doesn't make sense to me why I'm feeling like this just for actors. But somehow I don't believe with people and I'm avoiding people at all cost unless they are my family.

So basically today i played a sad ticktock sound that said: ¨im sorry for making it hard to get to know me and im sorry for questioning your loyalty constantly im sorry that i do self destructive things that are scary to you and make you worry about me all the time im sorry about the little things that set me off and im sorry for overacting to seemingly insignificant things im sorry if i seem cold and distant sometimes im sorry for relying on you im sorry for talking about myself to much and im sorry for being another thing that you have to worry about im sorry for a lot of things but mostly im sorry for existing because you wouldn't have to go through any of this.¨ 

So basically i kept playing this around my friends to see if they were my true friends and so i asked one group of my friends what was in common with every single time i played the sound and it took them awhile to say that we giggled every time and i explained that i did that to show them that no matter how sad or depressed i get i will always have my true best friends there to cheer me up and there to rely on. 

Then, i tried this on another group of ¨my friends¨ and i asked them and then one of the girls actually said well i dont care why your doing this i have other things to do and so i explained why i was doing it and how it was a test and that she had failed. So im saying that friends can be fake and sneaky and have hearts as cold as stone and they will be in disguise and fool you into giving you your trust until you slowly become innocent and weak to them and then they will prey on you till your done for and theres  no hope so do this and be careful with your friends.

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