I'm feeling so sad, I'm overwhelmed and I don't wanna do anything .. v_v

It's okay to feel that way. Trust me when I say this. I feel the same every now and then.

If problems are ocean. Salt are like positivity in that ocean. 



Personal Growth

Sometimes I really wanna trust everything but I donno why I'm that sensitive,even a this small thing some says about me make me lose confidence in my self , and boom I'm i total bad mood why the heck this society is this much judgmental, can't you let a simple human live.  I mean just manage your business na don't even try to see me .

Lonely

I just saw Dan Howell's video titled Basically I am Gay, and therein he basically talks about how he was an ostracized kid and when other kids would bully him, no one can to his rescue, not even the teachers. It was easy for them to see and pass off it as amusement. Dan then says how the other kids would not talk to him, nor would they engage with him in any way and would not come to his rescue in fear of being targetted next for helping Dan. 
Dan then says he realizes its not their fault and that "he does'nt hate them. He heavily despises them, to this day". Same, Dan, same.

Mental Health

sometimes i just sit and cry on my bed room floor while screaming and nothing comes out.. tears rolling down my face looking into the mirror asking my self why? i cant seem to grasp that life is okay.. all i can do is overthink and think the absolute worst. there’s no inbetween and it doesn’t make me happy the my bf and i are doing a 3 thingy but he looks at her the same way he looks at me and it fucking breaks me down man.. i cant even anymore bc i am so tired of everything at this point.. everything just hurts and nothing and no one is truly trying..ofc i am on this app telling random ppl my feelings but that’s bc i’d hate to put the burden of being that one friend onto my people.. im a people pleaser what do i say.. i push bouncier with myself to make sure others are happy.. i think i’ve done enough 

3am Thoughts

As long i keep my end real i dnt care how the situation turns out

Compassion

woke up like i am such a useless person 

Anxiety

Hey.....I feel really distressed and terrible. I feel deserted and i have just had me to talk to myself forever. No real person knows what I go through. I just won't open up to anyone about anything...idk why, I just can't. 
I'm just scared that if my very own family 
 can hurt me so much.... whether it's intentional or not, how much could the world hurt me if I opened up. It's just too scary to me. 
I know...I might sound irrelevant and stupid. But if there's anyone out there who can relate and understand even a bit of what's I'm talking about.....then please tell that it'll all be alright. Please! 

Depression

I have the perfect life...I'm fed well and I  have a loving family....but i have the worst life...I do karate, but I'm not sure I can be trusted with my weapons. Soon enough I'm going to get a real sword...I'll take it, it's safe with me, but sometimes I just-I just have thoughts...I don't think it's ever going to happen, but it's impacting me when I think about it, I can't breathe and I think back to my friend, and I'm confused because I love her but I don't know how. I-I'm just so scared...

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