I’m feeling so lonely despite of being with family…
I don’t even have friends to share my feelings and my relatives always says bad about me that i’m so bold and bad girl…I even have anxiety issues…
Everyone around me is like "you always over react to small things "and everyone knows about my mental health despite of that they say “it’s just an excuse to escape from real world they say” and I feel so suffocated between all of them…
They think that I am all fine but I am so sad…
I have gone through this feeling throughout my life,until I realised that of no one is going to believe in me,be proud of me or respect me just because I think I deserve it. I made myself a priority and started enjoying my own company and learned a lot about myself, gave time to myself for growing, to learn new things everyday even the smallest things like how to take care of plants, it sounds illogical but it worked for me; took me years though.
It’s okay to feel demotivated, uncomfortable, or not being the prettiest girl in the room. The day you feel comfortable in your own skin, you have become the prettiest, and no one can take that away from you.
Hope this helps.
