I’m feeling lost.
I just feel like I’m going through life aimlessly and don’t know what I’m meant to do to the point where I often think why I even continue to live anymore.
I go day to day with not much going for myself, I work a job that I though would be my dream job but actually gives me the same feeling as all my past employment opportunities leaving me feeling useless and not contributing to society at all. I struggle to find love and a relationship and when I do I get used and tossed aside leaving me heartbroken and worthless. I think I have a few friends but the only talk to me when I have something of use to them likewise with my family.
Everyday feels the same in a never ending cycle and honestly one day soon I think I might lose this “battle” and just choose to end this pointless existence of mine.
I feel you, please be strong and it’s okay for feeling it. Every night I hve same thoughts, I cry every night that If I will even have one person who can understand and hear me tht means a world to me. But it’s okay not to have anyone, but trying to be strong every day.
