I’m feeling lost. I am both sad and happy. I want to do lots of amazing things but I feel extremely lost. I feel weak and lonely, I want to vent out but something also stops me, no one I know would understand. My parents would never understand. I am almost 27 and I’ve never truly felt myself, never understood who I am or what I can be. I’ve never opened to anyone about anything and everything that I have kept inside is killing me. I want to vent but I can’t, word never come out, only “I am fine”. which is a lie. I am never really fine. I try to be positive as much as I can but that’s only on the outside because I never want anyone to feel what I feel, I try not to be an instrument of suffering for others but I am to myself.