Im feeling like Females these times are making poppin bodies and lookin so flawless so much better than being in this freaking relationship. I use to be a vixen, got into a relationship where he hated every aspect off it <at least just me doing it>…Covid hits, now over and their back better than ever 😓Ive been in this relationship for almost 3 years now and I turn 25 at the end of the year and that’s retirement age for most in the industry. I’m just annoyed because we’re always broke, he has kids I don’t and I want my first with someone who doesn’t have Any freaking kids, and he doesn’t pay bills. Like I was so much better off like this is wack. I Had morals but wanting to stay in this relationship is killing me and I don’t want to date anyone anymore…just do me.
I just wanted to express this because I’m having a real bad day because of the thought that I just want some Money and continue to enjoy my career that became of this skill. Idk what to do. God Bless though ✌🏾