i'm feeling demoralised and confused,since when i was a kid my mom always scolded and angry at me only eventhough it's not my fault,she have a high expectations on me but i'm usually fail to meet her standard,i'm always felt left out and being the one whom being blamed on anything,does it because i'm stupid? or because i'm ugly? i'm just wanted to live like everybody else...

Depression

should I text my crush who ghosts me? I got few things to clear up but I don’t think he wants to talk to me. 

Relationships

Day 51
( Thanks for reading) 
Mistakes have to be overcome that's why they are not called habits . There is a very small gap between mistake and habits . U will never know when u will cross that line . I have become a very short tempered person anger is my fast friend it comes to mee daily . I wanna over come it it's getting in my nervous now . I want to be clam . 

Mental Wellbeing

I’ve bf who is busy 24/7 only calls or replies when he gets free! 
He combines his personal time and business time! 
When i try explaining him he yells at me and get mad at me!
I don’t know wat should i do i keep crying every night for him
Wat should i do?

Love

Friends

 Semester 1 Results are out  for Classes 10& 12.
 How was the results??
Are you satisfied with your results?? 

Books

What are some thought-provoking truths that you learned about life only after your 30s?

If you think there’s no one better than her, that’s only coz you don’t know enough of them,

Life is a game. Enjoy it , but maintain your competitive streak,

Dreams die when your caution turns into fear,

What’s love? The person you miss the most when everyone is around,

Why’s it so hard to get rid of clothes that you don’t even wear!!

Paying your bills & still being able to enjoy life with no stress is such an underrated blessing,

Never make a God out of a man . The best of us are still Men at best,

Stupidest thing you could do is try to prove people wrong,

When you aren’t observant you tend to make a lot of silly mistakes,

When you start getting it right & things are beginning to look good, stupid temptations make themselves available. Resist the rubbish,

Life

i wanna share something …and that is about my relationship . So we broke up a week ago just because I was more involved in this relationship and i wanted to focus on myself , he never cared about me and he didn’t even had feelings for me …so we broke up …after that , the next day  we were like so quite and not talking to each other …a few days passed and he started behaving like suddenly he cares a lot …when we were in relationship he never texted me …i was the one who texted first and now after breakup he text me almost every second day for random things like how much I have studied , am i coming next day to class , etc etc …after classes he asks me to wait for him so that we can go home together , in classes he saves seat for me and ask me to sit next to him …like why man …now what you want …if he’s like to be friends with me then this is not a friendship but i think it’s going beyond that …and on Monday what happened was that we were walking together to the bus stop and laughing at random things , it was so different that day that I can’t explain in words …it was like we both were in crowd but nobody was there …we were walking , he was like - walk slowly , we’ll sit somewhere and talk for a while …you know i am a kind of person who have nothing to share and he was also like that but nowadays he’s like sharing everything with me , each and every small thing which he never used to do …so i was talking about that day …then we reached the bus stop and he was saying something about hands i don’t remember exactly but after that he was holding my hand and we both were in public but still holding hands , for the first time he was not afraid to hold my hand in public otherwise he never did this before …it was so romantic , we were looking into each other’s eyes , laughing at anything , holding hands and his bus came but he said that you’ll be alone so I’ll go in next bus …he was actually behaving so nice that I’m confused what he wants now …and after that day when we met he called me before meeting that he’s waiting for me, for the class and then we were walking on the road i was walking like I don’t care about anything and he said nothing but he himself started walking on the side of the road and got me to the other side …he was like so protective that time …idk what’s this happening …why is he behaving like this after breakup …when we were in relationship then he never cared and now …Idk what should I do …what’s this happening idk …why it’s happening idk …

Breakup

Is it true that girls look for a caring guy and ignore the hard work the boys put into relationship. 
Small argument and she  moved to another guy breaking up with me. 
And saying he came into my life after our breakup. 

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