Night Light @nightlight465
I’m feeling as though I’m slowly being abandoned from the people I used to think were close … turns out that if you look and assume your okay all the time people just expect you to always be OK… because your just that person who brings laughter and smiles everyday, always seens to have their life together. in reality your just consistently trying to live up to a role you created in the first place, I don’t have my shit together, I am constantly just pushing through to believe it will just get better, i am using ‘helping others’ as an excuse to distract myself from my boring miserable life, i act like im so independent and nothing hurts me … … that shit … is exhausting. And honestly I crave so much more and is hurt all the time… my flaw is just to never show it … people don’t believe you anyways 🤷
depressedpika @depressedpi...
It’s like you and I mirror each other in this area lol. I’m still like this so I don’t even have any advice to give you. I can just hope that one day you’ll find someone that will see through you and can recognize when you are not okay so they can listen to you and comfort you in the way you desire. All the best and I hope your mental health will improve.
