I’m feel confused, angry,sad,scared. I experienced some events that kind of traumatized me(scared of knocking at my front door, cars passing, knocking) I broke up with my boyfriend a while ago we broke up cause I was scared that he would betray me like my dad to my mother, i wasn’t ready I was no in the best place I get why he won’t get back with me cause I wasn’t all there I was either high or drunk. It hard for me to show love but over time I got better at i know for sure but I don’t what to do I changed back to the person he liked before, but nothing I’m sad I don’t want move on cause their aren’t guys like him where I’m from. I also helped set something up for my brother girlfriend and reminded me of him and I don’t want hurt anymore I’m so close to going numb again, I was getting better I don’t want to go back but everything a struggle I’m always tired. I don’t know even if he love me anymore
Hey! I would just say that its okay. It was obvious for you to go through those feelings and do everything you did. There is nothing wrong that. Its so good that you realise everything.
Let yourself feel, if you dont feel anynore just let it be, what you shouldnt do is force yourself. You shouldnt force yourself to feel things in a certain way, if you feel numb , let it be. Take somw time and space, give yourself the time to process and recover. Dont force anything. I hope i understood what you really and that yiu you understand what i meant too. Take care of yourself, i can assure you everything will be fine. Wishingfor you to be calm and hapoy🦋🤍 love love.
Thank you I understood what you meant and I will. I appreciate your advice so much thank you🤍
