I’m confused about by first relation which I ever got in I’m 19 yrs old and I’m a boy, so there’s this girl which I met online and we started to talk and everything was going fine as she used to leave far she used to come over my place every month around 2-3 times or maybe even more if we both got time but the main issue of the whole scenario is that I’m having second thoughts about her and I’m not able to trust her at all because of her past which I’m not liking at all boys to drugs she’s done everything whereas me I’ve never even done or even thought of doing , I’m scared that if I took a wrong decision I’ll miss one of the love which I always wanted from someone but it’s just that I’m not able to cope from her past and it’s been 6 months I’ll be very happy if someone take some time and read this and reply over I’m desperate to get any answer because I’m tired of my thoughts and overthinking please help!
Tell her all this, only telling her all this will make things better. If she is able to handle this part of insecurity and fight with you to be with you…You’ll know she’s a keeper. Don’t be passive communicator,sometimes sharing things helps a lot