Im back again with this thing that i suffered g7 - g8 (7th grade - 8)
I suffered in panic attack before that makes me have feel like i have invisible sickness 

And now im suffering in acidity as well anxiety i have fear to go to school just because i feel like i would make a scene there when i dont feel good 
I dont want to bother people, I only have 2 choices fight or quit i might be homeschooled again😔 
Im so weak i want to be like anyone theyre normal i want that, i dont even kmow if im normal person anymore



This is motivating man 
Life is beautiful, only if i dont worry and appreciate the things 
Ty bro ❤

You have to fight no matter what and ik that you'll win.

Andria - Kim

Hey don't loose hope, u have to do great, and if you wanna talk or share, connect is an option we can talk about it..... Just don't loose hope

Frustration

I remember one time someone asking me "How'd you like to die if you get to choose? someday?". And I said "I don't know yet, I think I haven't quite arranged a way to die inside my head". But now , now I think I know how I really want to die. And I think I would love to die like an evening sun . The way it slowly shuts down and hide it's body beyond the horizon. And just like the sun, I want to give out all the warmth and all the colours and everything that's left in me before I go. I want to run through everything and everyone in this world just like a child who has just started to live his childhood not knowing he is just about to die. I want to touch my lover's face gently and not burn it finally . And after I leave , i want her to glow . I want a final look at her , like I admire an abstract painting from a room , from the other horizon just before I drown myself into all the seas . 

3am Thoughts

na CA exams clear kr pa rahi hu na life enjoy kr pa rahi hu..
mere ghr me mere cousns aaye hue h vo sb sath bedh kr enjoy kr rahe h n i hav too study


𝐼 𝑡𝒉𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝐿𝑜𝑟𝑑 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡𝒉𝑒 𝑑𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒....
𝑇𝒉𝑒 𝑟𝑜𝑎𝑑𝑠 𝑎𝑡 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝒉𝑎𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑏𝑢𝑚𝑝𝑦, 
𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝐼 𝒉𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝒉𝑎𝑑 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑓𝑎𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑎𝑡 𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑠𝑜 𝑖𝑡 𝒉𝑎𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑎 𝑤𝑜𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟𝑓𝑢𝑙 𝑟𝑖𝑑𝑒.
𝐼𝑓 𝑛𝑜 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑡𝑜𝑚𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑜𝑤𝑠 𝐼 𝑠𝒉𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑠𝑒𝑒, 𝑡𝒉𝑒𝑛 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡𝑜𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑦 𝑦𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑑𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑡𝒉𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑔𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑒, 𝐼 𝑡𝒉𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢.

Body Positivity

I cannot sleep at night because of that ...

Self Esteem

I lost time.

Went to bed with a full bottle of water and woke up to an empty bottle.



Anxiety

It's been almost 1 year of this WFH system and a lot has happened this year including my breakup. and now I feel very lonely all the time I feel that this is long term damage. It is not like that this is my first breakup or something, it has happened with me before but at that time there was always a hope of finding someone better, healing with time and everything. But, this time I have no hope neither I don't want to interact with any new person nor do I have hope. I have trust issues now. I have issues now like trusting people I feel everyone is faking and lying. I want to heal, I want to focus on myself and my career but I do not think I can trust people again and this is killing me from inside.

I feel like Running away from Everything!!
Do y'all feel the same sometimes?

When u forgive someone but the pain they give you remains same

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts