I’m a second year medical student and I don’t study enough. I study for like hardly 2 hours in an entire day which probably not accurate for a med student but my score has been very good last semester I just can’t focus I don’t know why… some of you will find this really funny but I watch stupid med dramas and then cry when my life will be like this. Lol. Its like I feed my addiction towards social media and Netflix and prime video and every other possible distractions normal medical student try to avoid . Sometimes I feel like I know what I should be doing but I don’t doIT cause I don’t know why Sometimes I feel like I don’t study because I think that I’m not smart enough to understand all things even though I am very capable of doing everything I want to do but it happens,. I have wonderful support system great family, my best friends think that I’m the most calm and responsible person but I know I’m not. My boyfriend is more than my support system he knows what happens around me ,he knows everything about me he literally knows about my every emotion. Thinkin all these things make me sad I just end up ignoring everything and then I feed my addiction. I cry atlest once a week thinking why I’m not grateful enough, why I’m not studying enough like I know I want to go to places but I just end up daydreaming about it Thinking that everything will come to me without even doing anything.