Im a culprit who has done wrong things
You can always make amends.
i harassed someone
I said and i again done this to her
You need help then. I am sorry but I think you need to seek a professional. Dont take it the wrong way but if you know you have done something terrible then you must get better.
I consulted now im ok but she not talking to me im feeling so sad
Thats a given. How is she supposed to trust anyone now? Let her be. You have lost your right to be around her because she cant trust your intentions. I am sorry this is rude.
Yes now im facing consequences
Being aware is a good start, now you just have to walk your talk and not repeat the same mistake again.
Ok i will not make this mistake again, but im cryina alot and my health is getting bad , im not able to believe what i have done i not used to be like this
That’s fine , it’s only natural to cry , infact I would be more worried if you did not show any emotions in the first place .
Im missing her so much my mental condition is getting wrost , im keep thinking why i have done this, what happened with me , i hating me and hurting myself
That’s the guilt you have to live with, Actions have consequences and with time you’ll be able to forgive yourself.
Iam suffering from 1 year
There’s no timeline for suffering , but now that it’s been a year i think you should seek help professionally.
Ok what should i do now
My mom and sister is worried about my condition , is sudden death of relatives can make me like this, i lost thinking abilities and i aware of that iam doing
Take a breather man! As humans we are bound to mistake , what’s important is to learn from it and get out of that loop ➿
Im tried to get out of it but i have some issue i have not said to my mom and sister why i misbehaved with her im feeling afraid to tell them they may think bad about her