RAI AYUSH @loveishard
I’m a boy and im in a situationship right now. What happened was i had a gf who was my crush for 2-3 years, I was really happy with her and everthing was going fine till covid hit. Due to covid we couldn’t meet eachother and the strong connection we had started to feel like it was falling. My whole family was going abroad and never returning back , i only had 1 year with her, everytime i thought of that my heart ached . I always used to say her that i loved her so very much and didnt want to leave her side for the rest of my life. She used to see me all sad and try to cheer me up. As time went on she started to act cold with me, she used to ignore me and leave me on seen. NOTE:its still covid. After countless sleepless night , overthinking, depression, lonelyness i finally asked her to confess what and why she was doing. Turns out she was never sure if she ever loved me. She accepted me because she only liked me , she then told that we should break up and so we did. Several months later ive moved on quite a bit, i haven’t completed forgetten about her but i don’t think much of her. 13 days before i go abroad i meet her in the farewell, she was looking beautiful, i took photos with her as memories, later the same night she confesses to me that she always loved me but thought it was best for me if we broke up earlier as it would be easier to leave her and go abroad. Right now we are taking again , we are not in a relationship but we do couple things. My family has also decided to only send me abroad and i’ll return after two years, but what do i do know? Do i stay in a long distance with her cause i am really insecure she’ll leave me again, my feelings for has come back, i can’t think of anything but her. What do i do? I still cant believe she did all that for me! I’m also not sure if she is saying the truth or lying!
