I’m 34 year old I was never driven I’m jobless I had a girlfriend we both even got married but I used to abuse her after getting drunked she left me 2 years back
Today I have no one with me I feel really alone I want to correct my past how can I do that?
You cannot correct past .
I really want to turn back the time
You cannot it’s too late
I’m dating another female now but I’m even abusive to her emotionally I try to be okay but past haunts me
I did but even my therapist couldn’t help me I’m trying meditation now but something in me wants to make people suffer it’s just i want to improve and be good
Take responsibility of your life. Take control. Divorce does effect emotionally. Learn meditation from Sri Sri. Also, listen to his videos and seminar. It will help u to certain extent. Stay balanced and connect with friends and family. Find a job for yourself to keep yourself engaged. My wish that you be happy with yourself first and then with your current gf and friends.