I'm 17 and I have sever masturbation problem. I'm doing it like 2-4 times a day. My academics are going downhill. I don't how to talk to my female peers. Don't have friends. Distanced relationship with father l. Chaotic household with eternal problems creator sister. 

I need some advice to change my life around. 

Please.

Tu bhi 17 saal ka hai n mutth*l isliye lga☻️

Try going gym maybe?? Cuz i had similar problems and goin to gym helped yk or maybe read books or just take long walks outside. Im sorry if these sound lame asf to you cuz ik its easier said than done. But yea maybe try and find a Hobby yk.

Education

What can I do to relieve myself from all the burdens and stresses?
I don't know why but these days I keep feeling unmotivated and I'm having trouble eating and sleeping. I can't have a good sleep these days and I'm starting to get addicted to chewing gums. At first, I took chewing gums only as my hunger solutions but it makes me so addicted to it. Is this a good habit?
Sometimes I just keep thinking, how to run away from all my problems?
Is it by leaving this world? Sometimes, I can't catch my own breath.
Maybe if there is really someone that can hear my problems out, please come and save me 

Anxiety

Hey there it's me Wiz I keep on messing with things my life is whole messy and fucked up because I smoke most of the time In a day I'm final year Engineering student u can imagine how much stress I have project works placements and other shits I didn't yet get placed and my other friends are already working . The main reason I didn't get place is I didn't study because I am never sober soo failed in everything but still I keep on smoking till the date I don't hope I'll change and second thing I'm a porn addict when I have nothing to do I just mastrubate this is literally all about me thanks .

3am Thoughts

I don't know suddenly out of no where when my sex drive started growing suddenly and whenever i feel like stressed and any issue or feel like lack of sleep i start watching porn before it was like once a week or twice in a week but now i always went to these things whenever i feel like relaxing i want to leave this habit i haven't been addicted yet but looking into this i feel like i m slowly getting addicted to it..... don't if feeling this is normal or do i have any sort of disorder...

Disorders

if you were to scan an addict and a nonaddict’s brains, they would be lit up differently. the frontal cortex of our brain controls who we are, our morals, our decision making and reasoning skills, etc.

Other

I drank kerosene oil once and now I am addicted of it just like drugs and i can't leave without it now. I can drink it off anyone and I love it's taste 😩

YOU!
peeping through the fence in daylight,
peeping through the windows in moonlight.
knowing truth, fighting with myself in a parliament of feelings and senses.
you weren't my addiction but true attachment,
to a feeling and in the back bench.
had a clue but didn't want to glue,
the road back is hunting and bleeding.
wish you knw the pain of dragging a heart 
through the sharp bumps of a cemented road.
the emptiness of hands is freezing, 
can't replace it coz i deserve this.
there was just a side, a window open with a hope 
with  crystal glasses for you to scribble and finger paint on thm. 
but you choose to hit a stone and leave them to 
freeze as stone.

Cheating

Hi guys I am facing a lot of problems and it's regarding my urges 
I mean i have a habit of faping and seeing porn I am trying to quit it but I couldn't like i controlled my urges for 2-3 days and again i relapsed
It's becoming problem for me and I don't know what to do cause
Like today I was reading and start to see the lecture in the you tube and in my mind I got these urges i triedy best to control but I couldn't and i relapsed
Now I am feeling so much of guilty and ashamed of myself that i couldn't complete the promise I made it to myself 

Addiction

I have started to smell dendrite, and it's becoming addicting someone help me out how to stop it

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