If you keep trying to satisfy others, you
will never keep up. In the end, you will
satisfy neither them nor yourself....

And at the end you can't satisfy everyone everytime !!

Mental Wellbeing

has anyone here read if we were villains by ml rio? 

Books

Few days back my friends find out i have been self harming. So they talk to me, they were angry, they asked me why i am doing all this, i wanted to tell them the reason but i was scared because of the things they said to me,they said that "is it your new way to seek attention" they said this because few days ago only i told my friend that no one is talking with me i am feeling so lonely and shall i do something to call people's attention towards me? But i wasn't serious about this attention thing. Why do they have to use my words against me only? That's why i am scared to open up to them, they also said that why m i cutting my hand  like this, i should cut it more deeper , i will heal quickly. I was already going through so much and at that time this was the last thing i wanted to hear, i am not saying that they are wrong but they were not completely right too..i am not bitching or complaining about them i just wanted to share it..i just wanted to say that there word cuts more deeper then knife

Self Harm

Thought u were cool but ah another infatuation oop.. 

Affirmations

I will be leaving my hometown after 3more days for starting a new job... Going to miss my family. Had a good friend but she wasn't happy that i was doing well. Everyone have their own journey. I hope she makes it too... I will be leaving my best friend that is my brother ... That hurts a lot... I hope he can manage the stress from medical school without me by his side. .. He shares everything with me... Its tough with so much changes going on. 

3am Thoughts

June 1, 2022

So there’s this guy... We met more than a month ago. We were getting along and were enjoying each other’s company. Until one day, he admitted that he likes me and wants to pursue me, and being someone who likes to say, "Why not?" for the chance of experience, I agreed. Things escalated like that, with him being sweet, understanding, patient, (can I say that he’s smart?) and with every green flag available, he raised and waved. I also opened up to him about my oath to myself of not getting into a relationship until I became independent and stable. He’s all for it. He’s willing to wait. And so he asked me if I could trust him and wait with him. I said yes, but was already perplexed internally. Slowly, I got this feeling of pressure. The dilemma starts here. It’s just that it feels... surreal and quick? I mean, he always puts forth the effort to let me know where I stand, and I do appreciate it. I really do. I do like him too. That was why I agreed when he asked me out in the first place. However, eventually, I feel that I can’t reciprocate the same strong feelings as he does. It worries me and it makes me feel guilty, since I know that somehow, I am responsible for what he feels. Also, I was open about this with him and we even discussed it again last night, but you know what, every time? He’d reassure me that he understands and he’s not pressuring me, and that no matter how much of a mess I am, he will help me untangle it. However, I still feel confused, unprepared, and guilty. What to do?


Conflict

Every breath you take 

I wanna talk to someone..

What is the biggest regret you have in life?

Mine is - Being falling into a relationship with a wrong person! 

What about you?


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