**if you are looking for a sign this is for you**

If it's real.  You won't have to constantly remind them of what they should be doing.  If it's real.  Everything will be 50/50.  If it's real.  They'll always meet you half way.  In every decision.  In every plan.  In every move.  In every situation.  If it's real.  You won't have to force it.  You'll just know.  You'll just feel it.  You'll just stay. .....
- r.  m.  drake

Shivannya

Mental Wellbeing

I hope karma gets him ❤️
I've nothing more to say
Can't fight anymore
It was always one sided I knew it
Just that I thought he would change
I saw it coming
And now he left me heartbroken and alone
Already did enough
Now I don't have the energy to fight for it
And I know he's going to read this for sure but I don't wanna say it on your face 
So for you dear love 
and I wish life f you soo much 
I wish the girl you ever fall in love with leaves you shattered and every love of yours you never get it back 
just like you did to me
You deserve it and I hope I never meet a person like you 
I just don't know what bad  did I do to deserve it all
I gave in my all 
and I you left I me in a moment 
it hurts 
I just hope you'll never be happy 



3am Thoughts

**My favourite childhood memory**
As a kid I used to get excited for everything but when my academic session is going to end I get excited a week prior because soon after my exams get over we used to go to my grand mother's place. Because those are the golden days where I can do whatever I can and still not get scoldings from any of them. And the best part is food prepared by grandmother. After I finish playing with my village friends, I use to wander the whole colony and comeback with a tired face take a bath and we all use to sit together and have delicious dinner every day!
Those day were really amazing!

Children

LETTERS I COULDN`T SEND TO THEM (PART1 )                                                               I dont know how but i love you and i hate you ,i need you and i`m better offf without you ,i miss you and i`m moving on ,i don`t know how to explain how all these thoughts are going on in my mind at the same time ,i don`t know if i want you back or not ,i don`t know what i`m missing ,i know it`s you but i don`t know if it`s your memories or you as a person ,it came as a shock to me when you left and i think i`m still in the denail stage cause from the very beggining you said you were never going anywhere ,you promised to stay forever and i believed you forgotting of the possibility  that they could be just empty words said by another new person to me .
I know you regret everything you did to me the last time we met and i could sense the guilt from your eyes while you could see the betrayal i felt from you through mine .I dont know if we`re good for each other or not but someone`s gotta know the answer right ? and since it was not me ,that means it must have been you and you left which means we weren`t good for each other ,then why do i think that maybe we could have been the gateaway to each others problems ,why did it hurt so much on saying goodbye that day ,why did we hug so tight that day like we were giving each other strenght for the oncoming vicious  days  ,why did it feel like we didn`t want each other to part ,like if it was in our hands we would run away ,from everything and everywhere in that one instant and just have each other ,and we both know we`ld be okay with just that ,with each other 
You`re that precious treasure those wise people advice to keep in your life for as long as possible hidden from the outside world cause you only find such people once and maybe i`m a fool to not have listened ,i was afraid to lose you ,i was insecure that you`ld find someone better and leave me ,i wanted to tell you how much you meant ,it only mattered to me what you thought of me ,i was jealous when you`ld name someone else a lot cause i thought soon i`ld be replaced by them ,i was scared that they would mean more to you than i mean to you , i was terefied of ever losing you cause you made me believe in myself and when you left i thought that maybe i really was nothing ,why did you had to make me the center of your life only to snatch that away from me and make me feel absolutely worthless and useless but still i wish sometimes that maybe it was more of the right person and wrong timing thing and someday we`ll meet again wwith the right timing and be the right people for each other 

I wish i could have told you all this the day we met for the last time ,i wish that we`ld meet again and i tell you this one day but till then i think i`ll just keep writing to remmember it for when the day comes 



Teenagers

Dear God

How is it you can allow me to go through this.I am a good person 

Confusion

Lets see what will happen again ✨

Breakup

The word "Optimism" is so inspiring because life always goes on, you have to be optimistic about your life and this world. Never lose hope, I know you're dealing with so many things but you need to understand the one thing about life, it never stops for anyone.
You should work towards your future and be optimistic. Everything will be good, think about it longer. Do not worry about a temporary situation. 
everything will be fine, just works toward the right- Stay Optimistic

Personal Growth

I just can't help feeling sad and alone still. I thought this time around would be different.... I thought you were different and motivated. When you really said what I see is what I'm getting I didn't actually believe it becuase I saw so much in you and all the possibilities seemed endless. You say you're alone and yet you have me but don't acknowledge that.... I'm not sure what I am too you even though you say you love me. I wish I could help you through your inner struggles but in the end it's putting me down and suffocating me too. I don't want to say good bye becuase we've been through so much but this is taking a toll on me too. All the pushing away is making me want to stay away from you. Maybe we can be friends but I always have love for you. 

Conflict

Do you believe in love at first sight ? 
Or shall I walk past again?

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts