If anybody needs a frnd to share his/her issues.. I'm willing to listen you.. I may not give u the best solutions..but I'd surely be helpful to you..you can share anything

Ya but my friends also use that acc. So can't talk there

Cheer up.. listen to a good music..freshen urself and give urself a little time avoiding social media

Self Love

 I feel horrible. My boyfriend cheated on me 3 months ago and I still feel horrible about it. He lied to me and said he was rape and then he said that he cheated on me but didn't want me hurt. He apologized me and said that I was the only girl he wants. I have told him about my grudge against this time and he gets angry at me for telling him how I feel. He tells me that the girl he cheated on me with was far more beautiful and that he was going to continue to do it. He told me he also gas lighted me and only dated me for his own entertainment. When he I don't mention how I feel he is so much more happier.  This has made me feel angry all the time and I feel drained by him.  I can never feel happiness only when we have sex. I was diagnosed with BPD back and I feel extremely disgusted with myself when he doesn't message me right away.  I think that he's cheating on me again and start to have lower self esteem than usual. When I leave him I feel suicidal but when I stay I feel suicidal. I feel like I'm stuck in a horrible situation and that I'm trapped. The only happiness I experience is when we have sex. That's the only thing that takes my mind off of the situation. Otherwise, I'm burned out most of the time. I feel so exhausted and unmotivated. Just thinking about what he did to me makes my heart sink. 🤕💔

Emotional Abuse

I want a break but then my mind wants to works like it's a feeling of desperation to do something and start earning but then I want break as well I feel empty sad my heart feel cold and there's this need I feel to improve myself and I don't want to do anything this cycle continues, sigh..... 

Confusion

Good morning, 
This morning I'm feeling, sad. I'm single. And, I'm fine being single. And, I'm fine. But, I've been turned down countless times. I'm feeling like I'll never find the one. ☹️

Life

sooo there has been a lot going on and i just want to talk to anyone cuz my friends have not been there for me lately. i have always been the therapist/mother friend of the group- yk the most mature, says the right thing, gives the best advices (and I'm not even lying or flaunting or sth) and like everything. but idk if they know it or not but i too need it all sometimes. and I'm not even blaming them cuz well- i know they are not good at giving advices. and even if they do ik i wont take it cuz they never understand every freakin thing. they just cut me short and finish my talk on their own based of how they think i am (which they dont actually - REALLY). so all i ask from them is to LISTEN. just listen to what i have to say, what's going on my mind, what's my problem, how do i feel but they are failing to do even that lately.  

Frustration

it's funny how they react when u break, but the root starts with them.

3am Thoughts

DAY 6 
[of telling my story with this guy until I feel like I'm over him]
~13 BEACHES~
[...] I ordered food to eat; made some plans with a friend and had fun for the rest of the evening after I was done I headed to where I live, changed my clothes and had dinner with my family, now while I was checking my phone I was so excited to find a message from him maybe talking about what he thinks about me because after all, it was our first time seeing each other in real life, I was like MAYBE he would be disappointed as well because of how short and fast our first meeting went; something like this, BUT I found nothing "well he may still be out with his friends I'll wait for him to text first when he gets home" I said to myself, I'm not that sure of how long I waited for him to do so but what I'm certain of is that it took him a decade to do it and it was a short, silly yet very confusing text saying: ¨who were you with after I left¨ I also took some time to respond but when I did I went like:¨i went out with a friend¨ he simply said:¨there you go cool girl¨ and that was it!!!! I WAS SO CONFUSED like how could you just act like we didn't meet and oh! the following day after I decided to calm my anxious thoughts and acted chill; straight after a normal/boring conversation I choose to ask him to hang out again and he immediately answered and said: "WHEN??" I replied: " this weekend" AND THEN he switched off the online button and went offline while ignoring my reply. Like how dare you do such a thing and why!!!!! you could've simply responded with a yes or no! how hard is that!!!!.. The next day I woke up to find out that he was online after doing that and still didn't bother to answer me, 'okay I'll just leave it for now and do my duties maybe he'll answer later' I said to myself but the night has settled and he's out there shitpostig on his socials and laughing in the comments with his homies and leaving my message IGNORED. I wasn't having it so I went straight to him saying:"...

Overthinking

How many of you experiencing crashing of this app in real time chat. 

How should I start dating? 
I am in my early 20's and I have never been in any relationship and now I want to experience that so how should I start that? Should I started using dating apps or should I go out and find someone or should I start talking with guys whom I rejected earlier? How should I do it what is the first step? 

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts