IDK what I’m feeling… I’ve boyfriend… and we are so serious about each other… But the problem is that he can’t forget my past… in my past i used to be carefree and friends with some boys… and students from my college used to think I’m chapri or cheap like that… But after i get into relationship… i changed Alot… but that bad image of myself still comes in front of me and demotivates me…
I’d also complained about my own boyfriend to teachers of college because of a fight… It’s not like that we don’t fight… we fight alot… but we always solve it and no matter goes to parents… but during that day in fight… he called my mom… that’s why i complaint about it… now he kinda hates me… i know i deserve that… but if i can change past… I’ll go back and stop myself from doing that… Me and my boyfriend is still together… secretly… but small arguments directly convert into big fights and about my past… idk what to do… i want to go to that madam again and confront her about incident… but due to corona i can’t…
Shane @shanejones
You cannot have a future by hanging on to the past. You can’t change the past now and your boyfriend should try to understand that. The relationship looks toxic with the things you said about calling mom and complaints to teacher. You guys should talk it out and try to understand each other better. Remember relationships are supposed to give you peace of mind. Hope you guys can sort it out.
Hey, How are you doing now? and How is life in large?
