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Idk if it’s okay to write here, still…
NOOOO HAPPINESS, ONLY SADNESS.
Can’t afford these luxuries with me anymore.
Lost, messed, sick of myself, exhausted, can’t do anything, looser, disappointment, worst daughter, worst person. Just name any disquality and I have it. How do I survive like this? I don’t need any words have listened many times but they dont work anymore, no motivation, left social media, did many things cycling, walking, excercising, journaling, drawing, reading etc. loved them a lot but now not at all. F&^king mind ugh, I want to shut down this brain. Tired of me, it came at the worst point of time, college years. College finished but this doesn’t changed, nothing improved, nor do I have any job😓 It’s more hard while living at parent’s home that too Indian household and jobless. Can’t gather myself to show to anyone out too. Can’t prepare myself for any job. Any way out of this? Can’t take it anymooooreee.

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sanjain

pick a job or internship, this will boost your confidence a lot, rest all will be temporary measures.

sitting at home idle ruins everything and specially if you are Indian male.

Anonymous

Thanks! It’s not for my brother but for me, I am a girl, written there🙂
Dude really, Is it that easy?

sanjain

i have 2 job right now :p
I am 24 changed total 8 jobs and internship :p

and thats include companies like google, reliance , havells and few USA and London based :p

its easy

sanjain

and i know its for you, i just mentioned it ruin thing more for males, as society has lot more expectation career wise from male

Anonymous

great, good luck!
And yeah that’s the thing, here expectations are from me lol

sanjain

u can also do the same :)

Anonymous

yeah, okay

Anonymous

Thanks

sanjain

who is who?

Anonymous

Me only wrong tag lol

sanjain

i am like “golmaal hai bhai sab golmaal hai”

Anonymous

Hahaha, wo idhar udhar ho jata h thoda😅

sanjain

how are you doing now?

Anonymous

I can understand your situation. dude first find your interest in area you want to work. on youtube you have lots of stuff to learn.

Anonymous

Okay thank you