Idk if it’s okay to write here, still…
NOOOO HAPPINESS, ONLY SADNESS.
Can’t afford these luxuries with me anymore.
Lost, messed, sick of myself, exhausted, can’t do anything, looser, disappointment, worst daughter, worst person. Just name any disquality and I have it. How do I survive like this? I don’t need any words have listened many times but they dont work anymore, no motivation, left social media, did many things cycling, walking, excercising, journaling, drawing, reading etc. loved them a lot but now not at all. F&^king mind ugh, I want to shut down this brain. Tired of me, it came at the worst point of time, college years. College finished but this doesn’t changed, nothing improved, nor do I have any job😓 It’s more hard while living at parent’s home that too Indian household and jobless. Can’t gather myself to show to anyone out too. Can’t prepare myself for any job. Any way out of this? Can’t take it anymooooreee.
I can understand your situation. dude first find your interest in area you want to work. on youtube you have lots of stuff to learn.
Okay thank you
