idk how to say this. I like really low at life rn. I recovering from ed and struggling with depression, anxiety and school and everything at the same time. My family knows i have this kind of problems but i feel like they do not take them seriously.

My mother is teacher so she sees a lot of teens at her work and she always tells me ‘‘she is depressed you should talk with her .’’ ‘‘she has clearly hard time right now, you should help them’’ but what about me? i feel like giving up because living is hard. i am busy and alone, i feel like my friends don’t really want to be with me and think me as a burden.

yeah sorry for taking your time </3

hmm, maybe it would be worth to try i think?

Hey listen to me 
I have been there so I can try to help you.
Only if you want 🙂

Family

What is even happening?
Every young woman is getting married as soon as she is done with her graduation and all that
I was hoping that since it is 2022 things would be different and better, but it’s like we are back to the primitive times 

Why would you want to end your life by getting married so early?! It is so unfair and weird and I don’t even have adjectives left 
 Why would parents would not want to trust their daughters and have them live their lives properly? They should be allowed to go out for trips, do masters, set up or be a part of businesses (or any other field of their choice) and lead the world like they should

They should be able to have the same liberty as boys or their brothers have, where they should not be able to blame themselves and their genders and wonder where it all went south so fast

You expect a girl to take care of a fcking unknown family as if they are her own, cook for them, feed them, and do what not at the age of 24 but do not allow her to go on trips to live her life and make something of herself 

The number of times we have to call out people and parents for considering their daughters as burdens is BS! 

Please it’s 2022, let’s not have these double standards



Feminism

I'm feeling a little bit better nd tired today. Cuz have just got home from a few days holiday. Today was a big enough day but literally I enjoyed well. :⁠-⁠)

Affirmations

Need someone to talk to, freely...

Lonely

It's been 7 months since we broke up . The reason he gave me really made me question myself that "Am I this hard to love?"Life's been pretty hard ever since , the breakup made me lose focus from everything . From doing everything together to doing it alone I had to gather a lot of courage to do what I loved cus he was always a part of what I loved to do. He made things easy for me but now I had to figure it out all by myself . In the month of march , I tried contacting him to clear everything up as I was in a lot of confusion , the way he broke up was very messy. I asked him what made you do this ? He replied ,"I lost feelings 2 months back into the relationship and I was still there cus you had a big event and I didn't wanted you to centre upon this thing." The reason he lost feelings is because I wasn't being supportive as I should be during his placements and I was constantly fighting with him for ignoring me . During that period , he gained feelings for one of his classmates and started seeing her. She was helping her with the placement thing and for his studies. I felt very cheated , told him if he would have told me earlier about this I could've done something but rather he decided to move on with his life and leaving me in the dark. I still remember the promises , the plans we made after the college . I gave my 101% into this relationship , putting him first everytime, I always used to ask him ,"Tu khush toh hai na?" And he always replied with "Haan baba yeh bhi koi puchne waali baat hai" with a smile in his face. Maybe I was too much for him , maybe he wanted something not too serious. I hope he finds whatever he's looking for. I wish I could tell him that he met me and her in different phases of his life.
It could've been better with him but i feel the best all alone now . I've loved him and I still do but now it's time for me to let go of everything that's holding me back..♡


Breakup

I feel stupid and alone. 
First my boyfriend left me because i was too close to my guy best friend. Then my guy best friend left me because i was being too much of a mess. Now my other friends don't like me at all. I'm lost. 

Should I send my ex the long closure paragraph as my final goodbye or is it a big mistake?

Anxiety

You never know how much you mean to others ,you might me low at some point but remember you might be the reason someone is happy and is at his best . You're important man. ^_^

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