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Idk how to say this but… i proposed my bestfriend i was scared that he might get a new gf im 14 and he is 15 on 3rd of april he is jerk… ngl before that i begged him like i said i like u he was like uh what type of question is that then i kept on asking him for like 3-4 days do u like me? He said "why are u asking that question"so i just …said that i like more than a friend he said he likes me as a bestfriend then he said now he likes me more than a bestfriend… i was happy… and then i just said i love u and he was like great joke haha…i said it again and said its not a joke he was like really? And he said unbelievable none of the girls proposed him before… he said and then he said he loves me too! I was happy but… then i just… wanna talk to his friends about us he said no they will tease and call me by ur name i was like okay… But i was curious so i msged one of his friends and then he got angry and said don’t talk to me… i said sorry 30+ times i started crying I don’t wanna loose him… and then he forgave me but at night when i said i love u he said 1432 and i said it again i love u say ily2 he was like how many times u hv to say that???i was sad 😟 i really just idk… I didn’t felt… good so i just said good night sweet dreams… and then went to sleep next day i msged him he ignored me i msged him again he ignored me i said sorry. … idk I didn’t. Did something wrong but still said sorry he said i msged his friends i was like nooo I didn’t :c I didn’t msged his friends after that… so i just said …sorry many times and he just replied with ok i forgave u i just told all this to my friend she said he is jerk and she said to wait for 3 days don’t msg him i was like…okay? I still love him… still…he hasn’t msged me idk how to just forgive him i feel like i should still care about him and love him… it makes me happy but… he doesn’t love me back 💔idk why… people do it 😓😥…i just love him and he just keep hiding about us… 💔 idk why but i wanna care him and just love him fill him with love care and all i just don’t…know…why like he hurts me but still i forgive even though he never said sorry and whenever i tell him about my problems he just laugh and so i stopped telling him… why do i love him so much? he is also…ugly and poor and i be like idc all i know is that he is perfect to me and i love him

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Anonymous

I guess you are a teenager. Anyways lets come to the point So ask yourself will you be happy this way? Are you even happy the way how he is treating you now? Is this love? He doesn’t even cares about you. He also hiding about you he doesn’t wants people to know about you because he is just not sure about you. He is just treating you as a option and if he finds someone else then he will never return back. Do yourself a favour and stay from that guy. Move on.

Anonymous

no yesterday… i msged him because u couldn’t control myself i love him :c soo much idc … that time and just talked to him he was sad he said he don’t know why and he also said he loves me and everything is fine he started caring about me 😭im so happy <3333

Anonymous

But remember you made the first approach not him. He could have done this but you did first. Anyways if you are happy then it’s fine. But don’t trust people blindly. Stay cautious and give yourself the first priority not others. Take care.