Idk how many breakdowns i had today. Feels so unreal to see myself like this again. Im just overwhelmed with all the things happening in school rn. Its too much. Too much stress. Im almost near in giving up. Imagine my school gave us (premed course) 7 major subjects 2 minor subjects in a week with only 1 hr vacant in a week but guess what they get the only time we have for ourselves. Our teachers would get mad at us if we message them after school hours bc its disrespectful for them bc its their personal time but they message us students at night or even at dawn, we, students need some time respect too. I almost near in dropping out of school for a year because i couldnt take how my subjects are tiring and also teachers would even embarrassed you even if u said the right thing. I wanna stop school for a year but that would upset my parents.
see i am a non medical student in 11 isc preparing for jee and nda and i am in a boarding school. and our routine is very tiring i also thought of giving up but my maths teacher gave us a lecture in which he asked us whether we want to struggle fo 3-4 years and then enjoy the whole life or whether we want to enjoy 3-4 years and then struggle for our whole life. All the students choose the 1st option obviously everyone want to struggle less and enjoy more . So he told us just focus on studies for 3-4 years and then u will enjoy
I feel the same. School is just starting and I already feel overwhelmed by the requirements us students need to reach. They tell us that we need to be confident in ourselves, everything will be alright, we need to speak more and participate in class as if everyone’s are geniuses that when they asked a question you don’t have an idea about and you are expected to give a right, concrete, well explained answer like we’re in a quiz bee, If not then you’ll get ridiculed. It’s just too overwhelming specially if you know to yourself that all you have is hardwork. And lol they be like “I understand that you students are having a hard time” then proceed to give you 5 activities with the same due date 3 days from now.
P.s That’s only in one subject and there are like 8 subjects more. Surely you’ll just spend all your time doing activities/projects and don’t have time for leisure activities.
