Idk everything is so messed up. Idk how to take a freaking decision and it's killing me. 

Confusion

She is most selfish person I have ever seen
Who the fck wants to contract fcking corona virus to stay out of their college just because they hate going there?
My sister is so fcking pampered that my parents let her whatever the hell she wants and then gets in trouble, and just bails on taking accountability for her actions 
She also was somehow able to find a way to make my illness about her by trying ways tk get sick, annoy my patent to the brim by not eating her lunch ans lowering her bp
My parents pay for her tuition and she goes to a private college and just basically bunks 
They have to beg for her attendance, and what not 
I hate this! And why do I always have to take the fall for everything 
Fcking selfish ass 




Family

I’m not feeling ok at allllllll

Anxiety

Im always drowning my emotions 

Depression

You will loose people you but don't you dare to lose yourself in the process. Forgot about all the worries and just live a little.

3am Thoughts

Drowning, sinking. Geez I don't know. Someone send me a life boat. 

Adulting

can anyone here give career advice/ career counseling for free.
 preferably someone with good work experience n 30+.
I am jobless ,stressed out and need help.

Job Security

I can’t think straight, I just feel everything is falling apart, I can’t control my feelings, or my thoughts. I feel broken. What’s worse is the major reason of all this is my favorite person, a person whom I love so dearly. 

Ive been feeling really anxious lately in general and my anxiety is effecting me daily. A lot of things I have control over and I’m working in ways to try and solve them. However, when it comes to my relationship, it involves another person that is going through a severe depressive period. I need some advice on how to navigate that?

I just want to climb onto the moon for him, and having to tone that down is hard when I want to give him the best, but we have established that isn’t what’s best for him to meet his needs. 

I guess I just don’t know how to do that, spend time together in small ways or more manageable ways. Like the only thing we’ve agreed on doing is going to the cinema and have a meal before/after. That way it’s a good balance of hanging with eachother, having some down time, and still doing something we enjoy together. 

I was going to suggest we go on walks in different areas, but it is quite cold right now. Maybe need to pack a hot picnic and some tea or something because the weather is super cold😅

Another thing that makes me anxious is when I hear he’s socialising and having fun with his friends and colleagues, and though I’m so happy for him that he’s able to have fun and take opportunities to enjoy himself. I do wonder why he’s struggling to do that with me? Makes me feel unworthy. And though I have asked him if I should be taking that personally, he has been frank to tell me that I shouldn’t be taking anything personally or seriously and that he is trying his best in everything. So you would think case closed? But my anxiety isn’t letting my automatic, instructive thoughts be any easier.

Sorry it’s super long, lots of thoughts and overthinking I appreciate all constructive advice and words of support ❤️


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