Iam 21 yr old girl. From childhood onwards my brother used to beat me up badly and I hated to be home since my parents are fucking orthodox and always in supportive of my brother. Instead to ran away from home I did my UG in another state but since lockdown started I had to return home after 4 yrs and attend classes online. Iam having very tough time here, my brother beats me up badly on having arguments. 5 min conversation with my parents pisses me off and I do self harm myself m I feel like I donโt belong here and I really wanna run away. I keep on crying every single day and also have suicidal thoughts.
Mayank @mayank7296
Hie you keep your self safe first.
and please you shld not try teach a fool that you are fool.
he cant understand will try suppress you back.
with same orthodox family yeah it okay to have that
make sure you get out of there as fast you can with safe situation.
dont jump in well rather thinking getting safed from lion den.
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My sisters are twins. And they are 10 years elder to me. They abuse and mentally torture me. Such bruises, like yours and mine, have a very deep impact on our mental health. It would be a waste to ask you to speak to your parents about it. Itโs only you, who would be able to do something for yourself. Donโt be afraid to distance yourself from toxic people, even if they are family. Try to avoid conversations with your brother while your parents arenโt home. And, the moment you get a chance, fly back to where you came from. Otherwise, this sufferance will have a long term impact on your life. Like mine.
