I wrote a very long vent and accidentally pressed back spaceβ¦
Every wrong is gonna happen to me or what?
I want this friend of mine to get off my mind. While I am sure he must be enjoying his life, work etc. And me who have no one and ig he knew that. I feel A lot of time wasted listening to him, his senseless talks. Maybe he was just feeling lonely, but I am Sure it doesnβt affect him, he is good at talking to anyone, he may have many friends for him now and replacement of me too or idk if I was even anyone to him.
I hate him. Whenever I feel sad, he comes in my mind and I get. More upset. Ufgg I want to cry. What is this.