Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I would normally text him if i couldn’t sleep to not have to think so that my mind doesn’t get the opportunity to take control. But since he has a girlfriend i don’t think i have the right anymore. So now i don’t have a single person to talk to late at night. And i need someone. Cause the night time is the time where the thoughts hurt and get crazy. And i don’t want to be alone during this time.