I wish if he could see me , like me , talk to me . Idk to find the right one. To like someone . 
It hurts already.
I cant do this.


Ikr. He doesnt even know me. We made eye contact but he prolly have no idea

You don't know how hard it's us boys to get a girl we love
Why don't you tell this to him directly or indirectly
Stupid girl

Crush

ask hota to ro lete ham 
ye dard kyu Baya nhi hota

Confusion

Should I lie to my parents about my marks... I don't want to upset them.. I will tell them the truth once I work harder and get better marks... This way they'll be happier... I don't want them to feel bad for me... 

Exam

I am starting to think that there is no point in living if all it is is planning events for the future and waiting for them to happen. I need to buy concert tickets or schedule things for the future so I have something to think about for the future. I have been feeling like this for a while. If there is not something planned for the future I am like "what's the point?". If this is what life is.... I do not want it. 



Bipolar Disorder

"The more you sweat in practise, the less you bleed in battle"
All the best😄

Career

Why can’t I sleep?
Why do the rain drops hit the window.. oh the window that’s so thin I can hear the wind knock to play. The drip drop that’s just like a tap ready to explode.. it’s funny really.. I feel like  a leaf just floating around in the air.. the wind dragging me into the sky feeling like a tornado ready to blow away the emotions of life. Lighting feels a bit like a lie how does one have so much power to make people shy away from the darkness of the claps of the thunder I sigh.. is this the way the leafs feel when they land In the water,the dampness and cold air dragging them out further and deeper till no one will know who they are and what they where.. no longer a strong leaf but now a soggy puddle of disbelief. Do I dare even ask what is going to be upcoming in these grey times of sadness.  I open my mouth but the screams never attract the people you need.. just the demons you try to disbelieve the shadows you see. The voices you hear that no one else even fears the blood shape tears dripping from that dark set of ovals that are known to be eyes… I try to see from your perspective but all I can see is that blankness behind all of the fear. Hear me please save me from all of these lies that I made in my mindless mind. 

3am Thoughts

HOPE : 
Maybe you don't always get what you want .
Maybe sometimes you get something far greater than anything you could have ever hoped for . 

Life

I feel like crying but am not able to.. 🥹

Anyone who hasn't dated anyone their entire life up to this point??or am i the only one ???tell me I'm not the only one !!!

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