I wish i wasnβt exposed to all the sexual content in such early age. I wish i hadnβt been touched so wrongly but never stopped them because I didnβt know that it was wrong.
I wish i could stop these invasive thoughts about these things making me hate myself more and more.
When will this end. When will this guilt end. When will my existence and.
When will i be free of this
I am so sorry this happened to you. I just want to say this to you that none of it was your fault. You deserve so much better and I hope you find the strength to love yourself, youβve got that in you. I cannot imagine how difficult it has been for you but donβt let the guilt win over you. It wasnβt your fault, you were very young and you didnβt deserve any of that! You deserve to live your life without having any guilt. May you find the courage to get past your trauma.