Emilia @nobodymuch
I wish I never agreed to my parents offer to move back to where I was born, but if I never left, I would have trapped my parents in a place they are struggling with debt, work and communication.
But moving only made things worse for me, to a point where I donβt see a future here or I eat to force the emotions out of me but it only ever comes back. How I hate it here. I wish I never thought that moving here, running away from all my anxiety in school to another country, it only led me to a worse spot that I was back in England.
It only makes me wish I disappear, I wish Iβd not be stuck between both places, struggling in both but unable to stand either places