I wish I could go back .
I donāt have regrets but still sometimes when I think deep , inside somewhere it hurts ! I still respect my first love, idky!! I wish I never dated someone ! I wish I didnāt expected that I can give them happiness!! I wish I couldnāt care for them that time!! I donāt blame myself or them for anything , but I wish it never happened!! I wish I never cried or mad for them !! It was not easy to forget about them !! (After sometime like 2 yrs I dated a guy) I wish he never came to my life !! Well from the beginning I was prepared somewhere I knew it doesnāt last long!! And after few months it happened ! I knew it before itās gonna happen, but I was prepared!! It doesnāt hurt me anymore bec I came in relationship with that person so that I can understand his all problems and I can give him love and support but somewhere he doesnāt want that Bec he was already confused in his life!! I forgive him !! It wasnāt his mistake! I already knew this is going to happen! Now he realised that how much I cared for him!! Iām greatful for what I did .
But now Iām going to wait for the person , not gonna date anyone ! Itās not easy to see myself like everything is alrightšø
I always tried to comfort , love , heal thier wounds when I was the most hurted person š
It was all lesson! Life is all about learningš I love the past me , present me& future me !!
