I will cut them when they broke me. It’s the only way if you have a heart made of glass. 

Other

Should I try a wolf cut? what say guys?

3am Thoughts

Does sleep deprivation count as self harm?

Self Harm

I fell like cutting and killing myself i need HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!


Depression

Hello. I'm here to just talk...idk I just kinda wanna let off some steam and just talk. 
In this world you can't escape from being judged. Whether they judge you directly or indirectly there will always be someone there, you might not know of them...but their there.  There's many ways to cope with this fact. Depending on the ways a person copes with this can affect their lifestyle, thinking process, and even their actions. What I mean by this is...some people take it personally and their thinking process on them-self changes(self conscious/degrading). This could lead to many problems but one of them that is heard of on social media quite frequently is self-harm...now there are many different reasons for self harm and I'm not saying any of the reasons are invalid but...doing this to yourself could make it worse depending on the reason...
I'm rambling...so I'm gonna stop here lol 
I hope you have a great day :)

I wanna love myself beyond those scars,
I wanna fly high and touch those stars,
But this all seems so bizarre.

Why?
Because right now I am filled with all those insecurities 
Which are nothing but just illusions created in mind,
And they literally make you blind.
But I think they are also necessary to make me shine.
And by the time these insecurities decline,
I must remember to embrace them because they are no one else's but mine.
 And embracing them will not only make me love beyond those scars but even those scars and then I ll touch that stars
And now it is not a bizarre.

Insecurity

My self harm is getting bad again 😪, my leg ended up bleeding quite badly this morning luckily I was able to cover it up and no one noticed. It's getting worse I crave it more frequently I'm cutting deeper. I have about 20 cuts on my one thigh from the past 2 days alone and more on my arms and other thigh. 
It's getting harder to resist the urge to do it. It doesn't help that my intrusive thoughts have been getting worse and more vivid especially when I feel like cutting or when I look at the cuts I think about how it might just be best to just end it all. And I think about doing it in the most gruesome way possible I don't want to tell people that this is what I'm going through because I don't want them to look at me like some broken toy I can't stand having people look at me like that 

ive been self harm free for 2 months now :) 

Self harm also includes : making yourself sleep deprived, not eating , not drinking, scratching , picking at your skin /hair , not giving yourself enough time. 
Stop assuming it's visible and esy to see

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