I went to hospital all alone 8 times and my family don't even know about it. 

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Got vaccinated today not feeling good 🤦🏻

Anxiety

Hey all,
Just wondering if you can share your thoughts on making this time of pandemic, interesting or productive? What does everyone do to keep themselves in a safe and secure environment?

Your ideas might be very useful for your peers who are working on doing something while they have more time to focus on things right now.


COVID-19

My father is covid positive and is admitted in a covid care centre because he had low oxygen. In his CT scan report his servirity is 8/25. He has cough in his chest which is why he cannot breathe properly. I am so scared. I don't know what to do. I am just getting very anxious and I am not feeling well. I just want my father to be ok. I love him very much.

can anyone who tell me How we can save this world from covid. I DUGU from INDIA whenever i see the people those are suffering from covid 19 then i think about those persons deeply how i can save his/her life . i also did so much things as much as possible i arrange so many oxygen cylinders for so much people , i will do everything for my country . this is very tough time for all of us , anyway this time is not always same , things are better day by day ,i lost my grand maa last year she was also suffered from covid ,i also lost some friends ,i laso suffered from covid last year , [ its a humble request to all please wear mask and dont go out from your unless so much important work and please helps others they are belong to poor background because we dont know who will face this situation . that situation will come with anyone ,money is not everything HUMANITY must be ) and be strong this time gone very soon . GOD will do everyones fit and fine...............

Frustration

Feeling sad and angry about something. Whatever people say let me tell you one thing Money is VERY Important.. After Covid everything is so damn expensive.....


Money Problems

I lost my dad last year to Covid. He was hospitalised for 3 days , the situation in mumbai wasn't good in April .
When his blood oxygen level went down 
Our Doctor advised us to hospitalise him 
During the second wave 
No private hospital had an Covid ICU available 
Imagine being on a waiting list for Oxygen issues /Covid treatment  
We couldn't find any hospitals 
At one of my uncle   found  one in the suburbs 
We admitted him there 
As it was an urgent situation , we didn't enquire much about the hospital . My dad became very angry the next day ,sayin that no treatment is being given here 
Nothing is working . Where have you admitted me 
Take me home or some other hospital 
We talked to the doctors , the doctor got angry told us to treat him ourselves . 
Hounded us for plasma from Covid recovered patients
Imagine searching for plasma candidates when you yourself haven't recovered fully 
Your whole family members have Covid 
We still got it 
after a week there came a study that showed there was no significant benefit from plasma therapy 
. My dad  kept telling us to shift him to another hospital or take him home
After 3 days we took him home 
We asked some  of our people who were diagnosed earlier and recovered that if we can take him home and continue treatment there 
He needed oxygen 24 hours 
So an oxygen concentrator will be fine 
Doctor said yeah you can do that 
When we reached home , the minute he stepped outside the ambulance he started sweating profusely . He got so agitated 
Shouting people to get a doctor or a nurse 
Or anyone who can help him 
The oxygen concentrator was a rented was as no one had any idea how an oxygen concentrator worked 
No one had used it 
No doctors were ready to come home and check him or help him . They weren't allowed to they said 
His blood oxygen level went to 65
We had to admit him again , this time in a government hospital . As we didn't have even An hour of time to even look for any other hospital 
We just took whatever was available 
He got in 
Said he's fine now , breathing is okay 
Some  cousins talked to him , he was  okay
As it was a government hospital no one was allowed to even see him 
I still don't know what happens inside a government hospital 


Next day morning the hospital staff called , told my brother that situation is critical please come 

After 2 hours they said he's not breathing 
We are giving him cpr there's no response 
Then we were given the news of him passing away 


I checked my dads phone the next day 
He had sent a voice message to one of his friend saying that this hospital doesn't have what's needed to treat him 
Please find a good hospital 
Please help me 
He also called one other  friend at 3 am to tell him that he's here but wants to shift but his phone switched off because of low battery . 
And after that he couldn't reach out to anyone to even tell them that he's in trouble . Imagine not being able to call someone when you really need to 
In life or death situations

In the exhaustive environment of April I don't think even the hospital had enough staff to look after everyone .

He was in guilt that he couldn't get admitted in time
Even after getting admitted he wanted to go home to get away from the hospital . He felt guilty for putting us all in trouble . 


I keep getting flashbacks of how his life might have been during his last days . 

I try to remain functional. But I keep getting sad from time to time . 
This too shall pass 

I hope my dad's soul is resting in peace 🙏🏻 

















My relative who was hospitalized for pneumonia for past few days died today even though his covid report was negetive. He was the head of our family and I feel like shit. Why is he gone now. How are we gonna do anything without him around from now on.
I am so scared and in shock. My sister also is positive and my other family members are having mild symptoms. 
Everytime my parents cell phone rings these days, either the news is about someone's death or someone being hospitalized. I am so scared for everyone. I dont know wat to do. How to stop all this. 

Hi.. daily ive to go to office.. itz a public sector service oriented. . little tensed n worried.. covid time.. n bcos of my family care..

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