I was there for you when nobody wanted you . I love you with everything i had. Now that you are back on your feet. You left me in the dust… I never been hurt this bad before. You pretended like I meant nothing. One day we are happy. Next day you cut me off and say you don’t have time for me… Well when you needed me I FUCKING MADE TIME FOR YOU… I NEVER HAD one excuse… You needed me I was there. Now when I need you.You have the nerve to tell me … I BRING YOU DOWN… That I’m in your way… How fucking dare you … Act like I’m supposed to just let it go… ? I can … But I will never understand how you can be cruel to the girl that just adored you . The girl who hitchhiked to you. The girl that you made believe you would always be there… Just yesterday, you were loving me, then the next day you made it so clear you are done and you don’t need me anymore… I’m done begging you to love me … you judge me so harshly and I only brought you up… I was too busy looking over your flaws while you were busy looking at mine. And yes I might sound crazy… But you did this… You used me , and then threw me away… But I forgive you … Because that’s what makes me Beautiful. And in the end I wasn’t the problem… you were… I didn’t deserve the way you let me down… So fucking harsh… It sucks because every kiss meant the world to me… Being in your arms all those months was like heaven … So I’m done… Im done blowing your phone up trying to hang on to something you don’t want… And I don’t know why you dont want this beautiful thing we have… But goodbye my love… Maby one day you would open your eyes and see me … ❤️… - P
Take care of yourself my friend. Let them go. It’s time you take care of yourself. Don’t waste more time or even thought on someone who hurt you so bad. Take a deep breath and decide that from today onwards (first block this person everywhere) you will take care of yourself and put yourself first.
There’s much I’d like to say but I don’t wanna put my bias. That doesn’t help anyone. Think for yourself and make sure you have no doors open for this person to return because if you keep them open they’ll keep doing this. Pick yourself up now. You did enough! Take good care. Stay safe much love and hugs. Hope you feel better soon
In my mind @inmymind
Thankyou ❤️ yes … I been through this before… i will rise up stronger than before… And I will never ever let someone ever affect me this deeply again… ❤️. I just had to let it out … because it was so. So wrong… But I don’t hold on to anger I will forgive and forget and I will survive lol ❤️ in the end. He loses … I loved … And he caused pain to a girl that cared… so good riddance… ❤️ Goodnight
Absolutely! Also maybe know what love language you have and why you are the way you are in the process 💖 because this’ll let you know incase you need to look for red flags in the people you attract (same is for me cause I come from a abusive/toxic family system) and what not. There’s medcircle on YouTube maybe go watch some of their videos you think u relate to. I know you got this! Sending you lots of love and hugs! Take good care my friend. And you did very well that you let it out. This place is just for that! Do all the venting and rants here, no judgement and no questions asked. (Block those who do, no need to explain yourself) keep your mental peace and be very very kind to yourself just like you are to those u love. Best wishes my friend, stay safe.
In my mind @inmymind
Heyy. You have done the right thing…
Now try to be there for yourself and always remember this in your future.
We should always love in moderation.
All the more power, love and peace to you ✨✨
In my mind @inmymind
How are you doing now…
Same stuff I felt but I could never leave him …my feelings got out in a very different way which is like I got emotional with other guy and I accidentally cheated and I regret it but now apparently he is the only one hurting while I was being hurt everyday and the third guy also used me my heart is breaking into a million pieces I’m tired of begging for his forgiveness