I was so skinny 1 year ago, but then I joined gym focused on myself ,now all my gym friends appreciate my body , and they want be like me ,build body like me 

 finally I'm so happy for my physique

Motivation

I feel so lonely wish I too had someone in my life whom I could love nd be in relationship with. 
Pta nhi Aaj he kyu itna ekalapan feel ho rha 🙃

Lonely

I think I'm a fundamentally cold, unfeeling person.

Overthinking

I am feeling so low I am in a relationship from the last 6 yrs but now I am having so much prblms we have reached to a phase where we don’t contact frequently never discuss about our relationship and we are also in a long distance relationship. I am 23 yrs old and he is 26 our families won’t allow us to get hitched as we both are from different religious background. Tell me what should I do it’s not easy to leave someone but I am also stuck in the situation and I don’t know what next should I do. Please advice me please. I am the one who is overthinking he doesn’t seems to think about all these. Whenever I see my friends posting pictures with their partners I feel so bad about myself that all of them are going to get married with their choosen partner but where as I can’t because my family won’t accept him.

Relationships

Ek ldka h jisa ma like krti hu or wo bhi mujhe like krta h lakin auski gf h pahala sa hi lakin wo mko like krta h . Yrr ma auska sth relation ma bhi niii aa skti kyuki wo relation ma h pahala sa hi . Ma kya kru yrr phirr . Auspa trust kru ?? Auska sth relation ma au ??

Adulting

Describe your fav movie through emojis🤭

Movies

life gets messy sometimes but someday we will be living our best life. ✨ sending virtual hugs to everyone!!! 🤗 

The person who actually dont know me alwyz use to see you remain always soo cheerful.. but that person being in such a good relation with me than after they usually left me by saying uh changed earlier you remain alwys happy now uh changed but the point is i just confirtable sharing my sadness my anger with person who can understand me that is who actually know me.. 
People should know that everyone hav sad day too in their life.. 

Hi, I am new here. Hoping someone would read it, I wanted to share my story cause I can't bear the pain all alone.

I recently went through a breakup. I suffered a real mental breakdown cause of it.
It was a half long distance relationship. He is the son of my coaches gf and my coach is family to me. Our relationship was very nice, the way he treats women is all one girl could ask for. He is 3 years younger than me, but it did not bother me. 

Everything was lovely and peaceful until I started to break under the pressure of my mum, college and coach. I got in a fight with my mum and offended my bfs mum in it. I felt guilty so I told my bf about it instantly apologizing and asking for forgiveness. He was mad, but he rejected when I proposed that we maybe should break up cause I was aware fully of what I did and he told everything is fine and that he doesn't want to lose all precious moments cause of it.

The truth is-nothing was fine. We started small fights often and texted less. About 10 days later he texted me "We need to talk. It's important.". Then he proposed a breakup. After all promises, all future plans, all the love-filled time, all the good in our relationship... he wanted a breakup. The reason: I showed no respect. I blamed myself for everything I did and did not. I was apologizing like never before. We even met live and he wanted to start over cause my appearance knocked him over again. We texted and we spent some time together, but not like before, everything was like I bother him. I decided to do everything I can to please him, to change cause I don't run away from my mistakes, but then I kind of stood up for 1, just 1 my opinion and he got really mad.

Trying to fix things again I drove all the way to him the same afternoon/evening cause he said he wanted to talk to me far away from everyone. I came. He was lying on the couch, watching tv and smoking. He didn't laid an eye on me. We somehow got to talk, but he didn't care, he said it was over, that I showed my real face and that everyone was right about me (context: our horse club doesn't like me). I found myself crying on the floor in front of him, hitting my head against the floor, pulling my hair, blaming myself and asking forgiveness. His reaction: putting his legs on my head telling me to get up while he is peacefully texting someone. After some time he pulled me up and then continued to watch tv.

I found the strenght to ask him how can he do this to me, someone he once loved. His answer: "After all you did to me, you dare to ask respect?". I was desperate and took a knife (he was aware that I got these issues) after I cut myself he stopped me while yelling that I am not normal.

After a few hours I calmed down, I was more than exhausted. He forbid me to drive home cause he saw me broken. All the time I was there he watched tv, smoked, looked at Instagram and just totally ignored the fact that I really suffered a mental breakdown next to him. I never in my entire life suffered such disrespect, I still try to convince me that I deserved it.

The next morning I woke him up cause I had the worst headache in my life (floor hitting+despair). He was a little mad but he gave me some medicine. After some small talk (he still did not look at me, just drank coffee and his phone) I decided to drive home. He hugged me one last time, told me we could stay friends. I told him to close his eyes, he even smiled after a long time and then I slapped him the strongest I could. He was maaad and pulled me out of the house. That's it. It's not the whole story with all details but an insight of the bad thing that happened.

I am desperate and don't want to bother anyone. Thanks to everyone who reads this.

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