I was in class 8th when I fell for a guy who is 2 years older than me. I took an initiative to talk. I was childish enough to send him friend request from my father’s social media account, we started talking normally and at the end of class 8th I made my own account and we used to talk everytime. Things became more clearer between us, we got close. We started talking in the school. But things got changed when one of his friends confessed his feelings to me and I being excited idiot accepted his confession even though I liked his friend at first place. We started dating, but when I realised that whatever I’m doing is toxic then I confessed everything to him and we broke up. His feelings for me were not sincere at all. He told me that it was an attraction that build up when my crush used to talk about me with them. Around that time I was in class 9th and they were in class 12th. The guy I like stopped talking to me and things got more awkward, but when I wanted to talk to him to sort out everything, he transferred to another state. He blocked me from everywhere. After 10th I went to another city and in class 12th I came to know that the guy my best friend is dating is best friends with the guy I like since we all were from the same school. Now I’m in 1st year, whenever we meet he’s always there. My best friend hugs him in front of me. Says, if “I didn’t had his best friend as my boyfriend I would’ve dated him instead.” My crush says in reply “I would love to date you”. He texted me on my birthday and I finally confessed my feelings to him and I didn’t get any kind of surprised expression from him and he wasn’t shocked. He just said that he liked that I confessed him and it was 8 months ago.He’s still single waiting for love of his life and I’m here waiting for him.
I’m confused, very confused. I still want him, whatever I did in my past out of my so called childish behaviour is hindering everything now. I don’t even have courage to talk about this to him and the way my best friend acts towards him is not helping either
umm honey you need to date somebody else. U confessed and he didnt give any reaction right … that means he doesnt see you that way. pls find somebody else. Its okay its hard to let go of someone you love even tho they dont feel the same way about you its okay❤️. Pls date someone else
I guess you’re right. I should move on
