I was in a 4yr relationship with a boy. He had certain desires of sharing me with someother man or as we say threesome fantasys. He wanted me to fuck other people while he watch and satisfy himself. I always felt it disgusting, I always refused to his desires. But he constantly kept pressuring me in various ways trying to make me accept his things. He constantly fought with me made me well I am worthless and no one would ever love me.
After long yrs I finally accepted to do it so that he will love me more. I always wanted to be loved by him and so I did everything he asked me to do even though I didnt like it. Also he misused my nudes with some people.
One day me told me to have relationship with one of my friends. I started speaking to him and he eventually fall in love me. I was feeling so guilty that I am doing this to him. But he made me realise what love actually is, what love makes people feel. He made me feel happy and I eventually fall in love with him to. All I ever wanted was to be loved for who I am. So I broke up with my old boyfriend and I completely went into Relationship with my friend.
I feel peace and calm nw
What I did was it correct? What would u do if u were in my place?
Firstly
You bf didn’t deserved you
Fuck mannnn
How can he just let you fuck with some other and this will make his love stronger for you
You were used
He used
I’m so so so happy to hear that you found a true love and you left him
You were so correct and you didn’t do anything wrong
The person wrong here is your bf from starting he was wrong
Nd now I dont really know how to say it to my friend. That I used him at the start Nd then fall in love with him for real. If he couldn’t understand me nd left me wht am i gonna do
Do i even deserve to be loved?
I am glad you did this and found love and happiness. I am so proud of you that you took a decision for yourself and realised it and came out of it.
