Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I was hired in an MNC, during November , and then my job started in December, but since then I have been on bench. I am not getting work. I tried doing courses and stuff. But that’s not working for me. I am staying away from family also. I don’t know how to spend my time. For 6 months I have been guilty that I am not able to do things. Other people are achieving and doing stuff. Earning much more than me. I have a constraint of money too. Mera Mann kisi bhi cheez mai nhi lagta. I wait for the day to end just when it starts. It’s totally difficult for me. It feels like I am useless. Please help me.