I was gonna post some of my secrets but screw that cause yk anyways 

Here's sort of a vent I have that was when I was pretty young. It weirds me out to this day. My dad would always hit me and pull my ear when I did something bad. One time He even opened the door and motioned me to leave the house. Now all of a sudden he cares and always does stuff for me like  one time he took me to some arcade place just because.



Binge Eating

Every person at some point feels very low, no matter how strong they think they are. But, recently I observed that our fathers are not like that. They don't show how much pain they are going through or how sad they are. A lot of things happened during this covid period but yet he seemed strong. He broke at one point that's because of our (children's) mistake. It made me realize how much he does for us. He doesn't but anything for himself, we always ask about our things. I don't have a job as am pursuing higher studies, I made a promise that whatever happens, I will always take care of him in all situations. As a daughter, I wanna buy him things that he needs, make him happy.

Family

why am I the villain if I hate my dad? everyone asks ME kaisi beti hai? bhai kaisa baap hai vo? why is he not asked such questions?? 

I hate when my dad tells me I do nothing all day.
I was eating in my living room with my sibling and my dad got home from work, you see I only see my dad past 8 PM and the whole day on Sundays. But no the first thing he said to me when he got home was "you should bathe the dogs...you never do anything but just laying on the bed with your phone". I was just eating peacefully with my sibling and was fucking tired of doing hw and was feeling down already. I only do my hw until 7 PM and after that, I rest and play on my phone. Even If I tell him that I do he doesn't care, and now my eyes are tearing because whatever I do they always have to complain about it. He doesn't know what I do all day yet he still says he does know. He isn't even here every day so why does he keep judging me...I feel exhausted from being part of this family.
They just keep giving me more reasons to end my life.

I hate my dad. And i have many reasons for it. The Main reason why i hate him is he is very partial and secretive person. Firstly he never tells anything about his income his earning to mom or me he dosent talk about anything he has an attitude of i am something. Secondly he is partial to me. He tells everything to my elder brother Talks about properties with him and Thinks like girls are dumb and Dont understand anything. He Serves food to my brother he does everything and Keeps secrets with him. Whereas in my case he didnt even talk to me nicely. I hate him

Parenting

Arghh
I got a call from my clg work some work and my dad was shouting soo loudly and was giving very very bad words and rhe other person on call heard it all… I just muted it and cut the call and texted will call you tmrw in the morning…
I’m feeling soo shameful and embrasing like yrr my image is very good in clg and my dad keeps on shouting for the whole time with bad words arghhh

3am Thoughts

I have a very tough relationship with my father. I have always seen him fight and be cruel to my mom. We have never hugged, we only talk about results in college, nothing else. Lately, I stood up to him and fought with him. This made him control his anger. But now I become very irritated when i see him acting like a dictator and it ends in a fight. How do i urge the control to answer back? 

Hi, sorry I just want to let my feeling all out. I'm actually a 13 years old kiddo, my parents broke up when I was 6 because my dad cheated on mom. My dad married another woman and my mom found another man. He lived in our house, I treated him like a family, like a friend but not a father ( since I love my real father ) after a few years went by, I grew up, I was 10 back then. I can't say what he did to me, but I hope you already know, it's scary to be honest. It's what most girls have experienced. I was scared to tell my mom but she figured it out in the morning after the incident has happened, she only said to keep it a secret that's all. After that I keep living normally like nothing happened I really don't understand what he did to be honest, since I was a child back then, I thought he was just joking and playing but as I grew up, I slowly understood, after a few days, their relationship wasn't going well, they broke up and the guy went with another woman. Now that I am a 13 years old kid. I was sad when I saw my mom having a video call with another guy. She tried to hide the phone so I won't be able to see it, but I saw. She's always with her phone too, she always laugh. I'm happy for her, well... To be honest I'm angry. She said she won't find another man. But what did I saw? I'm afraid. What if the past will repeat? Will I be able to survive? As much as I hate it, I can't ask mom about this thing, since I'm a kid who can't express feelings.

Baby Daddy Drama
When all of a sudden you are the bad parent but the parent who missed half of yours and his Childs life is apparently the better parent apparently it is my fault when she gets sick or in trouble at school but the way she acts at school she never acts this way at home but now everything is my fault but according to him our daughter said i let her get away with whatever she gets in trouble for at his house and he wont believe anything i say but really who believes a 6 year old isn't going to tell fibs she doesn't get away with anything when she is with me but now apparently I am the bad parent and even though he doesn't say it his actions scream it loud and clear like him saying she doesn't want to go with me but yet he didn't start saying that till for 2 months straight she clung to me and cried and begged to not go to his house and then all of a sudden he started saying she begs to not come back to me but yet when she sees me he cant get her out of the car fast enough for her then she jumps from his arms to mine every single time I'm not sure if it upsets him because of how much our daughter loves me but doesn't always act as excited about seeing him as she does me I'm not sure but I am so tired of being made out to be the bad parent when I am doing everything that I can to make sure that she is happy and healthy and that she has a good relationship with the both of us.

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