I wanted to feel loved without feeling like I was begging for it.

Love shouldn't be something you beg for , you can't get love by begging for it it just happens when know person good enough the spend a quality time with him or her . First decide you want to be loved or you want someone to hang out with 

I emailed Meredith 15 times today ￼

Love

How to attract a boy who is not interested in you ?

3am Thoughts

Just tired of this daily routine...

Feeling great how you guys are feeling!? 

Coming Out

1 song,1 text,1 phone call & 1person can change my mood in just a second.🥺

Crush

Oh Meredith, I need you. You are the only one who could work with accommodations. I miss the way that you and I used to meet and talk about different things related to our accommodations. Now I am all alone, and I have to accommodate myself all by myself During the winter quarter. ￼

Depression

horror movie suggestion ?

Lonely

Lonely to be honest…

Hello guys,

I know most probably each of us are facing with such feeling. But I have most frequently such feeling of loneliness…Nowadays, its not easy to have a truly good friend with who will be pleasure to share and feel comfortable. However, in my life it happens that every time when I open myself and thinking oh finally she is a good friend and I can trust and feel good to go out… but later through small details again and again I start to notice the bad eyes look or becoming jealousy for even nicer cloths or that I look better or if I share with my success suddenly she can become sad… and it hurts me a lot because I cannot pretend and continue be friends if I see that someone is jealousy… Later those girls “friends” hanging out with other girls and not inviting me…and for example we have in the city events all people out and I dont know even with whom to go out and it makes me feel more lonely when its holidays or events 😔… Yes, I know there re many books and lectures about it that people finding interest for themselves never feel lonely or bored. But still if I remember that ex friend or currently new one that also hurted me… it makes me feel very lonely and I wish to be like everyone but its not about me. 

For example, I met a nice girl and we had soo many things and thinking in common opinion and I always feel empathy to people and always careful to other feelings, always listen and never hurt with sharp words but later I notice that they see me like weak and start to teach me at the end by manipulating. And recently such girl ex friend did same, self realizing herself by stepping on me. Hiding her stories from me or again opening and showing that she is so much socializing with others and not inviting me even and one time she said to me even “yes, pisces horoscope like that they 2-3 friends and thats it, they cannot trust anyone” . In my understanding, better to have 2-3 with good quality friends rather than to collect all trash and to segregate “friends” for parties, to cry , for outing, or whatever… so when she is going out she is never inviting me but when to cry or to talk and support her morally suddenly she starts to find me… 

AND I AM DONE COZ AT THE END I FEEL MYSELF LONELY AND I DONT SEGREGATE PEOPLE. I JUST SIMPLY CUT THEM IMMEDIATELY FROM LIFE IF I FEEL FAKE OR JEALOUSY TO ME.

Who faced with it? and how to overcome this lonely feelings? Pls tell me… I really wish to meet someone good people and being honest and just to enjoy life and share moments without jealousy, without later manipulation and etc… but its truly difficult to meet such people in life 😔😔😔😔😔😔

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