I want to vent about how it just tooo hot. It's unbearable. And i really don't know any way out of the the extreme heat coupled with my flushes of hopelessless will i ever be able to heal from my toxic parents + the effects of them like trust issues, being shut to feeling happy and the good things.Everyday seems like a war ..specially morning. Yesterday and day before i was charged up but all over again, seems like a downhill today. Just wanna be tucked in, wonder, ponder and witness some miracles...on this bef of my pg. argh. i feel alone, miss a thing called home/family 

literally the heat is unbearable . my strength gets washed away in my sweat

Lonely

Why men are so busy, why they don't crave for togetherness much like us girls do 🥺

I am feeling like the problem is in me. Idk why. But i am overthinking about everything. I am confused if thing are really like this or i am just thinking negative. Due to this i am not able to keep my relationships good . No matter how many times my partner tells me he is with me after sometime again i become anxious and again i start asking about future and all. I am just done with my mind. Its causing so much pain to me my body.

Depression

I’m very confused in my life, I want to do so so much, I’m hard working, I am ambitious but I just don’t know where I am stuck, 

Just getting tried of this now
When will that day come, 
At least it should start showing 

This is the kind of anxiety I am dealing with now a days 

Anxiety

My boyfriend recently discovered that his X has become hot and worked on her figure.I am happy he shared with me that because I want us to be friends first but I am also not able to control my jealousy I am trying to act all cool but I am not....I am just overthinking that he might be feeling attracted to her....i don't know what to do and I am not hot so there is this comparison in my head....maybe he is not even thinking all this but i am not able to stop myself 

3am Thoughts

Boys tell me this 

Sooo I have this so called best friend of mine, we've known each other for 5years now and we became really close 4 years ago. 
So thing was that she was part of a popular group which was very toxic and I was her non toxic private friend. We always hung out a lot but no one really knew that we were bffs. I was okay with it back then, I was understanding. 
However now, we're both in the same college and things look like they're the same but it's changed. She treats me like a bff when we're in private. But in front of everyone someone else (my other friend is her bff) no one really knows how close we are/how we used to be. Worst is that now she only contacts me when she needs help with studies. Everyone knows how the bond with your bff is like. She never treats me like a bff but still calls me one. She never shares her feelings, thoughts secrets. I always find out abt it through a 3rd person. Hell she didn't even tell me she got a tattoo which is like a pretty big thing here. I hate it, what is it that I don't have to become her bff. I don't expect much from her, I don't expect us to hang out all the time. But just casual convos?sharing your feelings? Is it too much to ask for? 

Insecurity

The feeling of missing you never goes away.
Every thought of you causes emotional pain for me. My heart starts to ache and my eyes become wet to flow the tears.. How much ever strong i try to look but deep down only i know how much of a pain I'm holding in...

Loss

I just want someone to care about me. I mean like genuinely give a shit. I have my family but that’s not the same. I just want to truly be loved by someone

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