I want to talk to my friends about my problems but I am worried they might think I am putting them down as we are more of a cheerful friend group and the kind of people who would laugh at almost anything. So I feel scared that if I were to talk about anything negative to them they would start not being friends with me, it has happened to me many times before. My friends are people that I can actually be myself around so to loose them because I wanted to just talk about somethings would just send me into an even worse sadness. I went to art therapy for almost a year, I quit it about 2 months ago, my therapist never got a word out of me for the first 6 weeks, I started to talk a bit but never about my feelings and whenever I drew or painted something it would be usually just of some characters of mine or from cartoons I enjoy. I like to watch childrenβs shows so characters from Bluey and stuff like that, I do a little bit of age regressing but I only really do that through art or the stuff I watch. My friends sometimes say stuff about age regression being bad and stuff like that so that doesnβt help either, but to be honest I think thatβs because of what our teacher said about it and how people have a major hatred for it.
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I do s/h and I honestly want someone to know that I know in real life and people that I can trust and I can trust my friends by 100%. We are usually asked to keep secrets alot actually, even by people who hardly know us so I know for a fact that I can trust them with that kind of thing. They could maybe even help me stop and support me maybe.
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I have had a few online friends which I was so lucky to have, as they listened. In a way it was like group therapy but we were best friends. Sadly they are gone now some took their own lives and one was killed. My friends in real life do not know about it but I really do want to tell them as its hard not being able to say anything. As they were friends of mine two.
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So if any of you know how I could start a conversation about anything or just even when it is a good time to I would appreciate it oh so oh so much like I canβt even express how much I would appreciate it. Thank you.
Hey we are here each other
Wanna share? I am here
Always up for talk :) do bother me if you feel
Would you know how to start talking to friends on how you feel and stuff like that? I struggle with talking to people even family but I want to tell my friends first about stuff so if you know anyway how to start to talk to friends about your feelings I would appreciate it alot. (There is a bit about what my friends are like near the start)
If you donβt feel comfy while venting out or to initiate you might be with wrong group of people ! Cuz a true friend understands you by your natural persona , he / she might approach you and ask whatβs going wrong ! I would suggest you should try opening out to someone here or maybe a stranger , it would be much easier as the person wonβt jugde you ( probably ) :)
Well once they were worried so they asked my mother. My mother doesnβt care about how I feel so she just said I was just tired and they went on with their day, so I think whenever I am feeling down they just think I am tired. But of course you could be right two so thats where I get worried.
Parents donβt know what is mental breakdown ! After all for them itβs tiredness lol β¦ Itβs a few bunch of people who actually understand what you are going thru :(
okay, Iβll have a think about it, thanks for listening to me :> (sorry if it took me awhile to reply at times, my internet is extremely slow)
Nevermind :) dont thank me ! I know how it feels when you have lot to say but you have no one to do so ! If you need to vent , Iβll be here π
Iβll thank you anyways. If you want to talk to me too I will gladly listen and try to help.
